Mnemic is the best band...and Gerald is amazing..
It's been six days.
Basically ive done nothing but having mental breakdowns in school.
I skipped my first class of the year.
I was kind of disappointed...but i felt wicked sick and depressed.
School has been nothing but shit.
I constantly get upset...
I have the same schedule every week, and its getting ridiculous..
School till 12:30 then work from 1-8 then sleep.
Its boring and kind of hard because after work, im so tired and lazy.
I dunno...but i think i cried atleast once everyday.
It's dumb, but i can't help it..it just pours out of me.
This weekend was completely amazing, except Friday.
40 dollars was stolen.
But Saturday = amazing.
I smoked with Ryan, Morgan, and her 2 friends.
Then me and Heather drove to Geralds.
Sat there for an hour, then got Gerald :)
Then, we brought him back here.
Oh man, he is seriously amazing.
We wicked cuddled on the couch watching a movie.
That was amazing.
But then Jacqui brought her friends over...
They we obnoxiously loud...
Me and Gerald decided to go to bed.
We layed in my bed, all cute and stuff.
Then i hear tons of laughing and shit.
People are downstairs doing Purple Haze and fucking drinking.
I tell them where to put the cigarette butt's and to lock the doors.
Then the dog starts barking.
I think i got up about 7 times...
They were watching TV...i said get out, and he told my to fuck myself.
So, i went upstairs and hugged Gerald and we attempted to sleep again.
Then i heard tons of banging.
I went downstairs, Heather and Jacqui wanted to go out for an hour.
So they left and now it was me and Gerald again.
We had a cigarette, then we finally fell asleep.
He hogged ALL the blankets and i froze. Haha but its okay. I still love him.
Yes, i think i love him. He's the best thing ever. Plain and simple.
We woke up this morning at 8.
We got breakfast.
Then played Soul Calibur...which he kicked my ass on.
Then i took a shower and we took him home.
We chilled there for an hour.
Mel and Tracey are amazing people.
Im going there again on the 24th.
We took Gerald to work for 2...I kissed him goodbye :(
Mel bought me a pack of cigarettes then me and Heather left.
I went back to dunks, but he was busy.
So i just used to bathroom...
I cried a little on the way home. But not much.
I predict it will come out tomorrow.
Or the day after cause thats a special day and i cant spend it with him.
That would be the best gift ever...
I miss him already...and im crying again.
We come home and Jacqui's little friends left cigarette butt's out.
AND A ROACH! WTF??
I was heated. Then my rents came home.
We went to Burger King, got food and i took her home.
Ryan's an excellent liar. I teach him well.
So...everything's good i guess. I just wish he could've stayed here..