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[hurtxthexhazel]

Had a really bad day yesterday. I dont know, it just sucked. Well, I do know. Hm. I got up around 930, thinking Brad would be home when he said he'd be home. My boss ends up calling me and tells me I dont have to go in... So I think "Hey maybe I can spend the day with Brad." I stayed up the rest of the morning waiting for him to call and he finally

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[anonymous]

im not signign my name or anything. OK, you think that kristen was your only best friend. what about me?? it sucks reading this and hearing, ohhh ****** (not the amount of letters in my name) you are a true best friend. or you made my day, or you made me smile, i feel better. WTF????? am i not a true friend. Im not pissed or anything. I just find it strange. Think about it, you have another true friend right in front of you, you just dont see it, or you dont want to see it, i dont know. It just really makes me think, are you really my friend?? why do i try so hard to make you happy when you just said shes the only one that can. Your STILL my really good friend, but just think.

you have me

you might know who this is and you might not, dont get pissed at me cause i am not pissed at you, i love you as a friend and I wan't to stay friends

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[hurtxthexhazel]

Yeah, I know what you're saying. And I'm sorry if I make it, made it, seem like that. I really don't mean to. You know you're a one of a kind friend to me, as Kristin was. And NO ONE could ever make me feel like she did, and the same goes for you. It's different in the way I feel with her, and with you, and I totally am clear about this. There's something about you that makes me smile and there was something about her that cheered me up instantly. Totally different. I wish this made sense to everyone else, not just me.

We're gonna stay friends Cody, as long as I don't fuck up somehow like I fucked up with Kristin. God, I suck at life.

And I miss you. Maybe that's it.

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[shutterspeedslo]

si i think it is

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[hurtxthexhazel]

but, we have all summer babe ^_^

Smile

[regazza11]

Lilly i love you so cheer up!!!!

By the way.. We have to chill because im in lilly denial..lol

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[regazza11]

Lilly i love you so cheer up!!!!

By the way.. We have to chill because i miss my lilly..and cheap oreos. and buttcracks..:( and mall times and all the funny ass times we have had..!

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[hurtxthexhazel]

nice job posting twice

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[kev3dee]

You don't know me. I don't know you. But I wanted to tell you ( and I am sure you have heard this time and time again ) but things will get better. You and me are going through the same emotional difficulties and it sucks.
I know it does. I try to let out my depression by spending 24 hours a day on the computer. yeah, I know that sounds geeky but it sortof helps. Going into random chat rooms and spilling your guts also helps as well. I know these sould lame and everything...
But yeah.
My advice from reading this would be to ( And I don't know what happened with your and Kristen or w/e ) But you should try to talk to her.. Tell her how you feel.
I hope that everything turns out good for you in the end.
With all my heart..
Love Kevin.