i hate feeling like a single fucking parent.

i talked to regina the other day, before i quit. i called her from work and told her that if she still wanted me, i was all hers reguardless of insurance or pay. she said she definitely still wants me, thank god ( Read more... )

i quit my job today.

i dont see what all the fuss is about. i think she still looks good, atleast in this video.. well, this is the unreleased unedited version, thats why its such shitty quality. i have a good version on my computer.
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holy hell. the baby woke me up at 6am. i took that new medicine for the first time last night, and i mean, i felt fine. i woke up, groggy as shit. i feel this weird feeling in the pit of my stomach, just like last time i was stuck on antidepressants. i hate feeling like this. check out my pupils


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was on the phone with my mom last night around 9:30, when vicki, one of the cashiers at work, called her. she called me back about an hour later, and she was like "i have to tell you something" she said it was going to hurt my feelings probably ( Read more... )

my dreams were incredibly last night. they didnt even have any set meaning, well, one didnt, but it was beautiful. very insightful, as depressing and the insight might have been. i do it to myself, really.

in secret silence whisper how you crave to feel my touch. we'll take off to our secret place where silence speaks too much.

i'm dreading the next few days. i'm dreading going back to work to have to talk to bob. i need to refill my prescription pretty bad. i've gone 2 weeks without it, and its the one medicine my doctor told me to not stop taking. i'm finally insured, can finally go to the doctor and get my medicine at an affordable cost, and i may possibly be fired ( Read more... )

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