looks like expectations have got me again. I swear to god, it was only a few weeks ago i posted something about how i try never to have expectations... and yeah. stupidly i did it again ( Read more... )

sooooooo had a good night friday night. went to the lovely V's for drinks. keeping within a one mile radius of Auras. not good. could barely drink for the rest of the night. so meh. but i had fun anyway. met up with the beautiful Luke. hot boy. then saw bree for two seconds before she disapeared with V to go comfort poor becky. *hugs* hope your ( Read more... )

aaaaaaaaaaaah. i'm so so so happy. i'm a target team member. okay, i'm not happy about that, but its a full time job, LONG TERM. i may have to leave my lovelies at Viva. *sigh* i haven't decided. they keep screwing me over, but i love all the people i work with. arg. but hey. sam has a full time job, thus able to move out. ...just not with the ( Read more... )

people are strange. i served this guy the other day, 'meh'-ish kinda guy, i was nice to him, he was good looking, he was okay back to me. nothing special. then after he leaves, i go to wipe his table down and he's left his business card on the table with his number circled. thats the second time thats happened. i really fail to see the point. i'm ( Read more... )

soooo. mothers day was a bitch. burnt my hand, dislocated a finger, sliced my thumb open, and sprained my wrist... to busy to actually feel the pain tho. so it kinda sucked when i was sent on my two minute break. it was sweet of them to stop working me for two minutes out of the 7 and a half hours i was on shift. illegal what? but whatever. just ( Read more... )

had a great friday night with all my beautiful people. Made some new friends... finally figured out who labret sarah is. what a cool girl. love ya. yeah, we all went to bree's to drink it up before heading out to HMB, good times. SAW HOT BOYS. V got some damn good photos of them too. whootcha. ended up spending half the night with Luke. what a ( Read more... )

aaaaaaaaaaaaah what a night. tonight was one of those nights where you do absolutely the bare minimum, but so much is achieved. twas a good night ( Read more... )

what is it about me attracting gay guys. its getting ridiculas. there this guy that works at the coffee club next door, completely my type... but apparently gay. he instantly befriends me the minute he see's me and suddenly we are laughing at the girls flirting with him while he smokes like a chimney. but seriously. there have to be some non-gay ( Read more... )

oooooooooookay. so i am kicking myself for going out on saturday. or as V pointed out i am kicking myself for having to go home early. i came so so so close to seeing two boys kiss. i got drunk enought to tell this guy that i would kiss him and a girl if he kissed a boy, he left to find this guy, and i then i had to go. so it didn't happen. I COULD ( Read more... )

soooo. went out last night. THATS RIGHT - SAM HAS A LIFE. had a great time too. broke 2 hearts... that i know of. wasn't so happy about one of them... he wasn't meant to see. the other... pfft ( Read more... )