I'm so alone... i'm so sick of being home on saturday nights... okay so its sunday morning... pfft whatever. i'm depressed.

Brians left me. i'm not happy. Trent has promised to stick around. I give him 2 months... Brian was so sweet tho. he gave me a big hug and promised to visit me all the time. Thats what Shae said. i've seen him once, and that ( Read more... )

I'm having a 19th goddamnit. I haven't had a birthday party/event since i turned 13, and this year i'm doing it. I dont care where i end up, i wanna go to HMB with my boys and girls, but i might end up at the coast with whoever feels like making an appearance. i'm doing something.

dont you hate reality? we all go about our lives peacefully - until someone splashes cold water on our faces and we awaken to see that our lives - however peaceful - can be shattered so easy. Take terrorism. Our main concern only a few years ago, was to walk down that street and make it home without being attacked by a mugger or rapist. Then ( Read more... )

i figured out who the chef is. Trent 'Vampire Dude'. a guy V used to like back when i first met her... the better half of a decade ago... so i dont know how the hell i remembered him - i can bearly remember my own friends. but he picks up fast, this dude - he's already competing with brian over who can make more meaningless sexual innuendo's to ( Read more... )

aaaaaaaah i've been having good times... i'm back to loving life. its a good feeling ( Read more... )

god i hate irony. i was just laughing at this bimbo earlier today, she was saying how she can't possibly live without her phone, its her life, or some crap like that... and i've lost my phone. who DOES that??? i know its somewhere in my room, cos i can hear it vibrating... which means i've missed a call.

god damn irony.

one thing i'll miss about the surgery... is the behavioral patterns i've been observing... like the complete freak out they have when they walk into the room and see me standing there alone, and they ask in their panic-stricken voice 'so erm... are you the dentist?' yet they are the picture of calm while the dentist goes Texas Chainsaw Massacre ( Read more... )

well today was fun. well most of it was. i hosted my little bro's party at Wet'n'Wild... good times.

Fact Of The Day: Hot lifeguards are not a myth. I bet you thought they, like hot firemen, existed only in the realm of calenders, but no. there were plenty of them out there today. i was a happy camper... a lobstered coloured camper, but a happy one ( Read more... )

well today was pretty cool. big wedding was on, i opted out cos it would have felt wrong being there - i hate them all, so i didnt really feel like ruining one of the best moments of their lives. or worst... time will tell. so anyway, i took my lil sis and bro, and lil cousin to the museum in the city. i love museums. i hadn't been there in nearly ( Read more... )

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