IT'S NOT LIKE IT MATTERS ANYWAYS. RAWR.
i don't want this anymore.
i don't want to feel the way i do.
so degraded. so emo. so bitter.
don't want to feel lost.
don't want to feel left behind.
don't want to care about ppo that don't.
don't want to feel unwanted.
don't want to feel stupid.
don't want to not know.
don't want to be forgotten.
don't want to be ( Read more... )

lalalalalalala...STRESS is FUN =]

schedule for the week...

• monday- school / xc till 4:30 pm / flute lesson 5:30-6 pm
• tuesday- school / xc / orch winds 4-7 pm / writing class 7:30-9ish
• wednesday- school / xc / NO PIANO. yes. pizza w/ xc no?
• thursday- school / xc meet 2:30-5:30 pm
• friday- school / xc / study for SATs

A BIG portion of my ALL ABOUT ME essay that i liked...i have no idea why im putting this up, but i hope you guys read it and enjoy it =]

I have often wondered what it is like to fly like the many birds I see falling into the sunset at dusk, to search of home amongst the clouds and the brilliant gold painted across the sky, and to become apart of ( Read more... )

there's...

what fits you,
what you'd like,
what people want for you,
what's good for you...

and then, there's

what you want.

but you can never seem to get it huh?

I'm lost at sea
The radio is jammed, I bet they won't find me
I swear it's for the best
And then your frequency is pulling me in closer till I'm home
And I've been up for days
I finally ( Read more... )

It’s been a while since I’ve felt like this. It’s been while since all the hurt has rushed back and pounded at my door. I’ve been happy, I really have. My life’s been absolutely beautiful with meeting new people, working hard at school, being busy with my schedule, and finding new opportunities in life, but then those words came again and took it ( Read more... )

if i could see You, it'd be so much easier. if i could hear You, i'd cry...happy. if everything made sense, i wouldn't need You, but in such desperate times I have come to realize... yes, I need you...I NEED YOU.

everything is so confusing.

God I ask you, why? why must these people hurt and suffer? why do these subjects of pain come? God, I'm ( Read more... )

the weak and weary
get up, be strong.

God promised he would never give us anything too difficult to overcome.
Pray, talk, look to your Brothers and Sisters. They love you.
We're all in this together as a Christian body, as a fellowship.

follow through with His will. =]
He has a reason for everything that happens.

trust Him!
<3

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im glad you're gone.
i' ( Read more... )

What's wrong baby?
Don't they treat you like they should?
Did you take them for it
Every penny that you could?
We once walked out on the beach
And once I almost touched your hand
Oh, how I dreamed to finally say such things
Then only to pretend

Don't you know what I'm thinking?
Driving 4:05 past midnight
You know I miss you
Ninth and ash on a tuesday night
I ( Read more... )

Another day all alone again ( Read more... )

summer's ending,
and there's no way around it, but
i'm glad

cause that's that.

come and go
that's how you do it, you know?

i've loved the wrong
i've trusted the wrong

but it's ok, get up
and stay strong

and continue to love
no matter what or who.

that's just who i am.
i can't help it.