[Drabbles] Normal & One Day
Title: Normal
Word Count: 172
Pairings: Changmin
Length: Drabble
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst
Summery: He thinks when he's alone
Sometimes when he's alone he wonders how life would be if he wasn't a part of the biggest group in Asia, what life would be if he were just normal.
How it would be to walk the streets as a nameless face in the crowd, go to dinner with his friends without people holding cameras and taking pictures, interrupting him to ask for an autograph.
He wonders if he would have a girlfriend, a first kiss worth remembering or a homemade cake from the one he loves.
When he thinks about it, he sometimes resents everything, the fame, the public adoration because above all else he wishes he could be normal, even for a day.
"Changmin, time to go," Yunho places a hand on his shoulder and smiles down at him with possibly the most love he's ever been given in his unusual circumstance.
Sometimes he wishes life were normal but when he sees the sea of adoring fans, he remembers this is normal for him and he wouldn't give it up for anything in the world.
Title: One Day
Word Count: 326
Pairings: Changmin
Length: Drabble
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst
Summery: One day he'll be happy for them.
He sees him, looking at Junsu with love, so palpable he can't breathe and wishes he weren't there to be a witness to it.
They kiss in front of him and hug like they are the only two people in the world and it makes him hurt. When he feels like his heart is breaking he lets Jaejoong hold him, clinging to his comforting words, promises that everything will be alright. When he lies in bed he wishes he can believe them.
"I got him a ring," Junsu tells him one night when it's just the two of them in the bedroom, Yunho is sleeping with Jaejoong and Changmin wishes he weren't the only one to hear his confession.
He wants to be happy for him, wishes with all is his might that the tears that fill his eyes weren't a reaction of painful heartache.
"I'm sure he'll love it," he holds the diamond encrusted ring on his index finger and feels a crumbling his chest, crying pieces of something that will never happen.
Junsu's smile is wide and full of love, his eyes shining brighter than the stars in heaven and Changmin hopes that one day he will be happy for the both of them, but right now, it feels like his world is ending.
"Don't tell him, I want to surprise him," Junsu speaks excitedly and slides the ring from Changmin's finger, holding it like the most precious stone in the world. "I think I'll do it after the party," he hides the box in his night stand and lies in bed, a palpable aura of excitement surrounds him in a magnificent glow that blinds Changmin's eyes. "I want to tell him I love him," he adds and turns the light off.
Changmin fights the tears that flood his eyes and slowly lowers himself against the bed, hoping beyond all hope that Junsu can't see the crystal drops that slide down his cheek.
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Word Count: 172
Pairings: Changmin
Length: Drabble
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst
Summery: He thinks when he's alone
Sometimes when he's alone he wonders how life would be if he wasn't a part of the biggest group in Asia, what life would be if he were just normal.
How it would be to walk the streets as a nameless face in the crowd, go to dinner with his friends without people holding cameras and taking pictures, interrupting him to ask for an autograph.
He wonders if he would have a girlfriend, a first kiss worth remembering or a homemade cake from the one he loves.
When he thinks about it, he sometimes resents everything, the fame, the public adoration because above all else he wishes he could be normal, even for a day.
"Changmin, time to go," Yunho places a hand on his shoulder and smiles down at him with possibly the most love he's ever been given in his unusual circumstance.
Sometimes he wishes life were normal but when he sees the sea of adoring fans, he remembers this is normal for him and he wouldn't give it up for anything in the world.
Title: One Day
Word Count: 326
Pairings: Changmin
Length: Drabble
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst
Summery: One day he'll be happy for them.
He sees him, looking at Junsu with love, so palpable he can't breathe and wishes he weren't there to be a witness to it.
They kiss in front of him and hug like they are the only two people in the world and it makes him hurt. When he feels like his heart is breaking he lets Jaejoong hold him, clinging to his comforting words, promises that everything will be alright. When he lies in bed he wishes he can believe them.
"I got him a ring," Junsu tells him one night when it's just the two of them in the bedroom, Yunho is sleeping with Jaejoong and Changmin wishes he weren't the only one to hear his confession.
He wants to be happy for him, wishes with all is his might that the tears that fill his eyes weren't a reaction of painful heartache.
"I'm sure he'll love it," he holds the diamond encrusted ring on his index finger and feels a crumbling his chest, crying pieces of something that will never happen.
Junsu's smile is wide and full of love, his eyes shining brighter than the stars in heaven and Changmin hopes that one day he will be happy for the both of them, but right now, it feels like his world is ending.
"Don't tell him, I want to surprise him," Junsu speaks excitedly and slides the ring from Changmin's finger, holding it like the most precious stone in the world. "I think I'll do it after the party," he hides the box in his night stand and lies in bed, a palpable aura of excitement surrounds him in a magnificent glow that blinds Changmin's eyes. "I want to tell him I love him," he adds and turns the light off.
Changmin fights the tears that flood his eyes and slowly lowers himself against the bed, hoping beyond all hope that Junsu can't see the crystal drops that slide down his cheek.
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