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For some reason five minutes ago it hit me; I'll never get another Ed hug. They were awesome hugs. Just as I was getting really upset I got an email from Gemma (via vimeo) saying she was sharing a video with me. It definitely brightened my day.

For Heather! from Gemma on VimeoGleni gets in tonight, I don't know when JB does, I didn't know how ( Read more... )

I just woke up after two hours of sleep and it must have been a crazy dream I awoken from, I wish I could remember it. I don't know if anyone will understand what I mean, but I woke up with this feeling, just knowing some crazy shit just went down while I was sleeping. I woke up and had the feeling, "what in the world is in my head," and in an ( Read more... )

but I don't care because I think it's awesome.

“A brief candle; both ends burning
An endless mile; a bus wheel turning
A friend to share the lonesome times
A handshake and a sip of wine
So say it loud and let it ring
We are all a part of everything
The future, present and the past
Fly on proud bird
You’re free at last.”
- Charlie Daniels

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Tonight at 9:52 Ed passed. We all agreed that it happened how he would have wanted it; we were all there surrounding him. I wish Gleni and JB would have been there. If I were Gleni I know I wouldn't have been able to so I completely understand her not being there. He will always be the most amazing person I've ever known. He touched everyone ( Read more... )

So this morning I had a doctor's appointment for school and while I was there I took the doctor up on meds for my anxiety. We'll see if I use them ( Read more... )

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So I never thought I'd find boys with dreads attractive. Then last year there was Bob, the upstairs neighbor that I thought was a total megababe. This year there's Jason Castro, of course he's 20 and makes me feel kind of like a creep for finding him attractive; but hey, at least he's legal, right?! Anyway I think he's a supermegababe and he ( Read more... )

Sometimes I get really jealous of the boys over at Whiskerino, and wish I could grow a beard half as awesome as most of their beards! I wish boys everywhere did this!

HAPPY BLACK HISTORY MONTH!!!

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