hey all.

[hushpuppy]

allstate was so much fun. i miss it.. i want to go back to allstate and stringwood.. i dont want to grow up.. i dont want so much stress.. i want a routine.. something i can fall back on every day that doesnt change every second.. i feel so alone.. i want to feel less alone today at about 7:20 my grandma passed away. She was in the hospital all

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[peitso]

i basically have the same thing to say as everyone else.
appreciate the person she has helped you become. appreciate that you had someone that wonderful in your life, if even for a fleeting moment.
appreciate that you didn't find out what kind of person she was until her funeral.
and appreciate that she died peacefully with the reminiscences of your beautiful violining in her ears.

[hushpuppy]

i am appreciative of all of those thigns. my beautiful violining.. well it might not have been incredibly beautiful, but it was violining none the less!

[tyrantiger]

well i would have written this sooner but i was gone and i thought about what i was gonna write and say.

i prayed for your grandma. ever since u said she had lukemia. everynight i would ask for your grandma to get better. then u said she is better. and i stoped and i didnt pray for it as often but at least 3-4 times a week. the past two weeks something told me to start praying again that u grandma will be well and i did. and i wish i would have prayed harder/better. but now you grandma is in heaven and its good this way too. at least she isnt sick. shes with you all the time. dont ever forget that.
i dont usually pray for people i dont know. i feel honored to have prayed for your grandma. it made me feel better. like i was doing somethign for someone.

open up more, you will find it easier to trust them. as dumb as that may sound. feel better.

^ula