come on, people, i need answers.

[huskystar]

i am in the market for a new brand of self-destructiveness. alcoholism, drug addiction, and cutting are all out. id love to hear any and all ideas. im hoping that whatever i eventually pick will be both satisfying and enjoyable on some level and it should make people feel sorry for me, and assume i am a deep and troubled person. thank you in

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[aestheteclectic]

Religion is very versatile, and seems to work quite well. It can be combined with multiple others!

[huskystar]

religion... thats good. but perhaps a cult would be more accepting of my ... um... disbelief in god and occasional hedonism. unless i could just be catholic and go to confession, like, ALL the time.

[eyemesh]

I suggest becoming a touring musician. If I think of anything else, I'll tell you tomorrow. I'm really glad i got to hear you sing tonight...you sounded wonderful :)

[irenethequeen]

I personally recommend dating someone who is religious, actually, or someone who lives in a different city, or perhaps even someone who you thought was unattainable but decided that he/she sort of likes you and then consequently drives you insane with uncertainty and self-doubt.

these are very effective, I promise.

[huskystar]

ok, people these are good. lets keep 'em coming.
perhaps compulsive exercising? or just good ol'fashioned anorexia?/ or i could just watch more twin peaks, thereby fulfilling your last suggestion...

[emlab]

who is unattainable but not and driving you insane? huh? stay away from my man.

[huskystar]

duh, agent cooper. he visited me last night in a vision and told me that though he likes me a lot, as an agent of the FBI it would be wrong.

[emlab]

for self destruction.... try shamanism. you have to deconstruct yourself.

[huskystar]

your avatar is scary.

[emlab]

i think the word avatar is scary. i would like it to be my cave-man queen name. Avatar the deadly!

[huskystar]

well, for me, the whole older man thing is not so much played out, as much as it is the only kind of relationship ive ever really had, so i dont count it.
stds though... those um... icky.
varpirism is the way. good one.