Insecure
Tittle : Insecure
Pairing : Doojoon/Hyunseung
Summary : Always and always feel Insecure about their relationship.
A/N : there are many problems on the grammar and spelling, so sorry.. >.< and I am just a beginner in writing so please be kind :) <3
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He look at the mirror once again and touch his face.
*sigh*
He startled when a pair of arms warped around his slim and firm waist. He turned his face to see the owner of the arms and smiled to see a familiar face of his beloved.
“what are you doing? Staring at your face for this long, hmm?”
He smiled and shook his head and leaned his back against his lover’s firm and board chest. His lover just tightened his hold and put his head in his long and beautiful neck. He closed his eyes and enjoyed the warm between their bodies. God.. how he loves him. He just couldn’t go on without him beside him.
He feels his lover’s lips trailed on his neck downward, kissing him all the way to his collar bone, “Doojoon…” his lips moaned his beloved name.
“hmm?”
“not now…” he pushed Doojoon softly and turned himself to face him. “I…”. the image of the perfect couple appear in his mind again. He knew… ofc he knew that his lover love him, but he’s not swing this way before so he can’t be sure if he will stay this way.
Hyeoyon looks so beautiful today, and when she walk beside him, people always talking about how ‘right’ if they are together. He also know that.. and its not impossible, no.. it is really possible to that to happen… Hyeoyon and Doojoon looks so perfect together.. the scandal… the talks he hears… he just feel.. Insecure. Everyday his love for Doojoon growing so much that he himself become afraid if he can’t life without Doojoon by his side anymore…
Doojoon sighed and pick him up bridal style and put him softly on their comfy bed and then he climbed on the bed and lay beside him. He stroke his bang out of his face.
“stop thinking about useless things…” Doojoon said and kissed his forehead.
He widened his eyes and then closed it, try to feel the warm his lover’s lips gave to him through his forehead. “Doojoon-ah.. are you sure about… about our… our.. relationship..?” He asked softly and touched Doojoon’s arms that now resting around his body.
Once again, Doojoon sighed. “How much I have to tell you this, hmm??”
Doojoon lifted his face by his chin and kissed his lips softly. “Stop asking this useless thing too… I never feel this sure in my life before, being with you is all I dream about.”
He feel his eyes become hotter and he feels his tears start to flow down his white and flawless cheeks. “But.. I…”
“Shhh…” Doojoon put his finger on his lips. “I said, stop thinking about unnecessary things like that.” Doojoon smiled and once again put his lips on his lips. “You’re beautiful, babe… You’re the most beautiful person I’ve ever seen in my life, and I love you so much… so please don’t feel insecure like this. Nae?”
“Doojoon-ah…” he warped his arms around Doojoon’s neck. “Doojoon-ah… saranghae…” he said whit his tears flowed down his cheeks.
Doojoon smiled and warped his arms around his body tightly, “Na ddo saranghae, Hyunseung-ah.. ”
“Nae… Yoon Doojoon, I’ll love you even after I die” He smiled and touch his lover’s face and then kissed him on the lips. “Please don’t ever leave me… “
“it should be me who said that, pabo…” Doojoon tightened his hold, “I love you Jang Hyunseung, please be beside me forever, would you?”
He didn’t say anything, not that he need to at the moment. He just nodded his head and hold his lover tightly and keep saying those magic word Doojoon always said to him when he feels insecure like this time. “I love you forever…I love you…Doojoon-ah…”
END