well last weekend was ups and downs but cant be bothered talking bout it or nething bcos its over and thats what im going to keep telling myself ( Read more... )

Wow..... i just read over my last post and after some news from a friend (thanks muchly for looking out for me xoxo) i realised just how angry i was.... giving people a chance to explain does wonders sometimes and altho all this is sooooooooooo not over, last night was the first time in a couple of months that i actually got a good nights sleep ( Read more... )

Im so sick of everything
so sick of having to look behind my back every 5 secs just in case...
sick of being afraid that someone will get hurt...
want to scream and cry and yell and die just so i can get some peace....
sick of living with guilt thats not even mine to have..
so sick of having things unsaid..
sick of needing, desperatly needing to ( Read more... )

so sick of angry
drunks..
sick of crying over them...
sick of feelings of regret

sick of having to sit back and watch things get worse..
sick of not being able to let u know...
we arnt even togetha so your time is wasted
you cant get at him to get to me anymore
YOU WIN!
your karma worked so i hope your sooooo happy in your lonelylife...
i can't ( Read more... )