I was going to post this to my DWidth, but then decided I should post it somewhere where more people can see it and offer advice and such, so. lols
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YEAH, JOSHUA IS BEING INCREDIBLY RETARDED ABOUT GETTING OUT I am about to beat him myself, sob. Once I get some clothes on, I'll write about him. Dum de dum.
Also, I feel you on the app thing. I'm resisting doing the same until I have something written, but UGHHH.
Anyway, I don't really have any advice other than wait-out life and the dead zone camp is in right now? It's easier to get overstressed about camp when everything else is going on, but if you need to relax a little and dropping does that. . . Well!
I. Augh. I've told two (..technically THREE) casts that I want to app for counselors, but now I'm in the uncomfortable position of "ARE PEOPLE GOING TO BE MAD AT ME FOR GOING BACK ON WHAT I SAID" which i know is stupid because CFUD is full of awesome people, but. ;o; bawwwwwwww
Dropping makes me even more stressed XD I FEEL LIKE I HAVE FAILLLLLLLED or something idk i am a retard about pretendy funtiem games.
Camp should punch him in the head. Just like. SUDDENLY, AN UNSEEN FORCE PUNCHES JOSHUA UPSIDE THE HEAD. WTF? idk i think it would be funny \o/
And I guess I know people would understand, I'm just retarded and spend way too much of my life trying too hard to make people that I like happy.
Sometimes I do, sometimes I don't. Like, I was relieved after I dropped Kyouichi (despite the occasional urge to reapp him XD) but the first time I dropped Io, I cried about it for a whole day XD And then always felt like I had given up and shouldn't have dropped her .... hence the reapp |D
until I actually have an app started, because I feel like a huge letdown when I wind up flaking out or changing my mindStory of my apping life. Even worse when I plan a double app with someone
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I SERIOUSLY NEED TO STOP IT god, i know i get :( when people tell me they're going to app for me and then don't, so I should really knock it the fuck off myself XD
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I've found people are surprisingly understanding, because sometimes the jolt of OMG LET'S APP can even last a few months until you go, "Oh, it's time. ... ... ... This app isn't coming." It sucks, too. Because sometimes I get attached to the idea of having that character
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SEE ABOVE COMMENT TO YOUSUKE RE: PLANNING RELATIONSHIP STUFF OUT IN ADVANCE. which thinking about it is probably why i hate rereading stuff i wrote in those old RP logs. lol. MOSTLY I THINK I AM JUST OVER-THINKING EVERYTHING EVER AND THAT IS WHERE 90% OF MY PROBLEMS ARE COMING FROM. Like, I think dropping a couple of my characters WOULD be relieving, but then I start thinking "BUT WHAT IF I JUST WANT TO REAPP THEM AS SOON AS I'VE DROPPED THEM, OR SOMEONE POSTS SOMETHING THAT I WANT TO PLAY THEM IN IMMEDIATELY AFTER, OR DOING MY DROP POST REMINDS ME THAT I LOVE THEM TO DEATH AND WANT TO KEEP PLAYING OR OR OR OR OR" and then stress myself out over things even more orz
And whenever you have some free time again, we totally need to do that date ♥
clearly the solution to your chie/yukiko problem is to hook up with naoto instead
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BY WHICH I MEAN sob I understand the shaky-feelings-from-popular-canon thing. :|b I wouldn't worry so much about planning things in advance and just explore what else you can do with her, because having options is going to open her up more and get you into a solid groove with her. Chie's threads are great and you've got her voice down, so to me it seems like the biggest obstacle is finding your comfort levels. I BELIEVE IN YOU, SENPAI
....man now i'm sort of thinking what chie/naoto would be like, and it's making me giggle sort of A LOT.
YEAH THE COMMENTS I'VE BEEN GETTING REGARDING THAT HAVE MADE ME REALIZE THAT I NEED TO GET OUT OF THAT MINDSET BECAUSE THAT IS NOT HOW I PLAY HERE, REGARDLESS OF HOW I DID STUFF IN OTHER RPS. ♥♥♥
Also we should threaaaaad. I DON'T EVEN THINK CHIE KNOWS YOU'RE IN CAMP YET SINCE I WAS ON HIATUS AND THEN HAVEN'T HAD THE CHANCE TO PLAY HER SINCE YOU GOT IN AND-- fuck you know what i am going to go buy myself an iced coffee, put my P4 soundtrack on, and play chie RIGHT FUCKING NOW. that will make me feel better. probably.
And I promise not to be grouchy about getting your help like certain Inaba cops we know and love. :D
...O NAOTO, U SO STEALTHY.
I THINK I AM ACTUALLY MORE LIKELY TO GO PLAY PERSONA 4 RIGHT NOW AND POST ON SATURDAY OR SOMETHING ACTUALLY since you and yousuke have said this weekend would be better for playing. But yeah. DERP DERP, AM IN A BETTER MOOD ABOUT THINGS FOR HAVING MADE THIS POST. ♥
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Also, I feel you on the app thing. I'm resisting doing the same until I have something written, but UGHHH.
Anyway, I don't really have any advice other than wait-out life and the dead zone camp is in right now? It's easier to get overstressed about camp when everything else is going on, but if you need to relax a little and dropping does that. . . Well!
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I. Augh. I've told two (..technically THREE) casts that I want to app for counselors, but now I'm in the uncomfortable position of "ARE PEOPLE GOING TO BE MAD AT ME FOR GOING BACK ON WHAT I SAID" which i know is stupid because CFUD is full of awesome people, but. ;o; bawwwwwwww
Dropping makes me even more stressed XD I FEEL LIKE I HAVE FAILLLLLLLED or something idk i am a retard about pretendy funtiem games.
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[. . . p-pets] I think everyone will understand.
Yeah, uh, you are a retard, but whatever works. I usually feel quite relieved about it.
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idk i think it would be funny \o/
And I guess I know people would understand, I'm just retarded and spend way too much of my life trying too hard to make people that I like happy.
Sometimes I do, sometimes I don't. Like, I was relieved after I dropped Kyouichi (despite the occasional urge to reapp him XD) but the first time I dropped Io, I cried about it for a whole day XD And then always felt like I had given up and shouldn't have dropped her .... hence the reapp |D
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And whenever you have some free time again, we totally need to do that date ♥
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BY WHICH I MEAN sob I understand the shaky-feelings-from-popular-canon thing. :|b I wouldn't worry so much about planning things in advance and just explore what else you can do with her, because having options is going to open her up more and get you into a solid groove with her. Chie's threads are great and you've got her voice down, so to me it seems like the biggest obstacle is finding your comfort levels. I BELIEVE IN YOU, SENPAI
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YEAH THE COMMENTS I'VE BEEN GETTING REGARDING THAT HAVE MADE ME REALIZE THAT I NEED TO GET OUT OF THAT MINDSET BECAUSE THAT IS NOT HOW I PLAY HERE, REGARDLESS OF HOW I DID STUFF IN OTHER RPS. ♥♥♥
Also we should threaaaaad. I DON'T EVEN THINK CHIE KNOWS YOU'RE IN CAMP YET SINCE I WAS ON HIATUS AND THEN HAVEN'T HAD THE CHANCE TO PLAY HER SINCE YOU GOT IN AND--
fuck you know what i am going to go buy myself an iced coffee, put my P4 soundtrack on, and play chie RIGHT FUCKING NOW. that will make me feel better. probably.
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Naoto's been staying at the SEES dorms but only at night so Chie may have heard that he's here but just not seen him yet.
I HAVE A TEST TOMORROW THAT I HAVE TO STUDY FOR but I'm ttly up for threading this weekend /o/
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...O NAOTO, U SO STEALTHY.
I THINK I AM ACTUALLY MORE LIKELY TO GO PLAY PERSONA 4 RIGHT NOW AND POST ON SATURDAY OR SOMETHING ACTUALLY since you and yousuke have said this weekend would be better for playing. But yeah. DERP DERP, AM IN A BETTER MOOD ABOUT THINGS FOR HAVING MADE THIS POST. ♥
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