I feel so out of place when I think about what happened. Its just not right...things aren't right. But I suppose that's just how it happens ( Read more... )

Wow. You're really something else. What was the point in deleting my comment? Did it further serve to make you sound mysterious?

By the way, and I don't mean this in a bitchy way, I just don't know how else to ask, I need my money at some point.

I don't want you to think that I think what I did was right. I was wrong. I know it, totally and completely. It wasn't my business and I'm supposed to be closer to you and keep your secrets. I admit that I'm a bitch and crazy and obsessed and I do things I shouldn't. And I'm not professing to have justifications or valid reasons for doing what I ( Read more... )

I take it all back.

It wasn't what I thought.

So, ya know how sometimes doing something just makes you sick to your stomach, but you can't help doing it? Thats how I feel about looking at his myspace. I don't understand it. I don't like him, I don't want him. And yet, it tears me up inside that he has somebody. And worst of all, she's freaking adorable. and she says "i love you" and they have ( Read more... )

So ya know how one day, every thing's great? Life is good. You have no complaints. Great friends. Great family. Great outlook.

And then the next day just sucks big fat hairy donkey balls?

That's how I feel. Yesterday I was feelin all great...and then today...yuck.

I think its mood swings. And I think its from the pill. That thing's a bitch.

23 days until I turn 18.
40 days until I start college.

It all goes by too fast.

I decided I want my nose pierced. Mom's a nay nay though, so I have to wait til Aug 5.

I'm excited.

Well I'm no longer a working woman ( Read more... )

Dont get me wrong...I'm going to miss high school and all of my friends and teachers and this sheltered little world i had come to know and adore. but i didnt shed a tear until i got my card from my mom ( Read more... )