i've no idea what would help at this moment other than a place to live in okc & a way to get there. just praying for things to work out in time. probably gonna end up using some child support mula to get back or something.
beautiful and a lot of it, i can relate. (good Catholic-school kid *who worked there* with the Catholic midwife mom gets knocked up.. dun dun dun...) i also had a very crappy pregnancy & yet... i know sophia completes me, it's cheesy but it's also my vocation to be a mom. i truly feel that even though I didn't plan to be a mom so soon, God did.
i'm glad to finally know more of the story because basically one day all of a sudden i saw a thing about you having a stroller & i'm like WTF? if you need another mom to whine/vent/talk to, feel free to message me. i also have become a pro at breastfeeding so if you need help with that too. :)
hah, i LOVED the dun dun dun... i felt like that in the back of my mind while i was writing this. and yeah, my momhood was pretty accidental but it also made my life good for once. good stuff.
and yeah... i wasn't exactly public w/my pregnancy. i didn't want the questions. didn't want people nosing in about the high risk-ness until i could talk about it without completely breaking down for days on end, you know? and breastfeeding, though it was hard, was surprisingly easy. i'm sure you know what i mean. kind of like being a mom. it's never "easy," but it is. because you love it.
hopefully i'll keep up with this blogging business & we can talk about mom junk all the time. :)
is your blog public? all i ever use is google reader so if it's not i'll have to remember to actually get on lj every once in a while.
this girl is a girl i am DAMN proud to call a friend.
seriously. this teared me up like nothing has in a while. i mean now what i said about you being inspiring more than i ever did before.
now tell me what i can do to help this girl out. call or im me if i can be of any help to you at all. that includes financially btw, if it's useful - i'm working all these damned hours overtime, might as well put the money to good use.
that is like the most amazing thing that has ever been said to me. well, at least today. knowing i made a guy tear up is pretty intense, dan! thanks. :) especially a guy who is brilliant and whose blog posts are, like, ALL over my head.
pretty much what i need right now is just a lot of prayer that getting back to oklahoma is the thing to do. i want to be there, but i want zeb to have a good cardiologist. i hope those are one in the same. just pray for us.
i hardly ever sign into this account, but i noticed this post and just...*hugs*. your story sounds a lot like mine. downright to being out here (i'm about an hour from nashville). i just wanted to say i hope the best for you and this beautiful baby boy of yours.
thank you so much. i hardly ever sign on lj either... besides to x-post.
i don't know your story at all. :( but i'm sure it's a beautiful story with strength and beauty. most motherhood stories are. i love hearing them. especially now.
where do you live??
and thank you. :) i wish you the best as well. thanks so much for the comment.
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i've no idea what would help at this moment other than a place to live in okc & a way to get there. just praying for things to work out in time. probably gonna end up using some child support mula to get back or something.
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i'm glad to finally know more of the story because basically one day all of a sudden i saw a thing about you having a stroller & i'm like WTF? if you need another mom to whine/vent/talk to, feel free to message me. i also have become a pro at breastfeeding so if you need help with that too. :)
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and yeah... i wasn't exactly public w/my pregnancy. i didn't want the questions. didn't want people nosing in about the high risk-ness until i could talk about it without completely breaking down for days on end, you know? and breastfeeding, though it was hard, was surprisingly easy. i'm sure you know what i mean. kind of like being a mom. it's never "easy," but it is. because you love it.
hopefully i'll keep up with this blogging business & we can talk about mom junk all the time. :)
is your blog public? all i ever use is google reader so if it's not i'll have to remember to actually get on lj every once in a while.
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seriously. this teared me up like nothing has in a while. i mean now what i said about you being inspiring more than i ever did before.
now tell me what i can do to help this girl out. call or im me if i can be of any help to you at all. that includes financially btw, if it's useful - i'm working all these damned hours overtime, might as well put the money to good use.
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pretty much what i need right now is just a lot of prayer that getting back to oklahoma is the thing to do. i want to be there, but i want zeb to have a good cardiologist. i hope those are one in the same. just pray for us.
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i hardly ever sign on lj either...
besides to x-post.
i don't know your story at all. :( but i'm sure it's a beautiful story with strength and beauty. most motherhood stories are. i love hearing them. especially now.
where do you live??
and thank you. :)
i wish you the best as well.
thanks so much for the comment.
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