Hate

[hybr1db31ng]

I think I made someone hate me today... in a way... I hope I did. I don't want her coming back for me to get in her way again. Thats all I do, is cause her to be confused, I just get in her way, I get in everyone's way. I just cause her pain, regret, guilt... I just stand in her fucking way. I'm too much of a bother for anyone, and I don't

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*I* love you, Ben...

[seguchi_aya]

...and I'm always here when you need someone to talk to.

::hugs::

Emily

Re: *I* love you, Ben...

[hybr1db31ng]

Thanks emo, its needed, I don't want to talk though, I just want to forget... why can't everything go well for once. I fucked up a great friendship because of my greed... she was becoming my best friend, and I flushed it all away just because being more "Felt so right" Ihate myself.

Re: *I* love you, Ben...

[seguchi_aya]

Don't hate yourself. I always fuck everything up, too. My Japan trip is the world's hugest failure...

<3

Re: *I* love you, Ben...

[hybr1db31ng]

awww, well you can come live with me and we'll be losers together, though I think Bill wouldn't be cool with that.