Comments | hybrid_psionics: Alright, I'm going to try this.

hybrid_psionics

Alright, I'm going to try this.

Nov 21, 2010 04:16

I don’t know how to start. I got the idea to do something like this a while ago. I mean, how do you even write something like this? How do you put everything that you are into words? Beware: this is going to be a very disjointed read, anyone reads it at all ( Read more... )

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luxylyx November 21 2010, 15:05:08 UTC

What you are talking about it called co-dependence. You base your worth on how well you can help other people. If there is no one around to help, you feel worthless so you end up hanging around people who need help; and also don't have their own shit together ( ... )

hybrid_psionics November 21 2010, 15:40:44 UTC

Earlier this year, I stood up for myself to some of my friends, and now they're no longer my friends. In the process of all of that, I lost my friends, the place I was supposed to be living for the next year, and a girl that I had feelings for. It's not that I don't try to assert myself, because I do. I just do it wrong, and then everything gets so messed up in the process. It's not that I'm incapable of fulfilling the usual male role. I can and do, most of the time. But I like to leave ample room to be a considerate human being ( ... )

luxylyx November 21 2010, 16:10:20 UTC

Well depending on how you stood up, or how you acted in the past, they probably were not worth your friendship to begin with. Sometimes, friends just grow apart regardless as people mature and experience other things ( ... )

hybrid_psionics November 21 2010, 16:40:14 UTC

In the past, I've always been submissive with my friends. I stood up for myself pretty abrasively, which I know was the wrong way to do it. But I was really, really stressed, and it was kind of the last straw kind of situation for me ( ... )

hybrid_psionics November 21 2010, 16:51:55 UTC

Generally speaking, though, I am too nice, and I do let people run me over a lot. Everything that has happened this year is evidence enough for that.

luxylyx November 22 2010, 00:51:49 UTC

You are going to need to grow a tougher skin and realize that there are billions of people are out there. One girl or one friend not liking you should not demolish you in the long run. You deserve someone that is going to treat you with respect ( ... )

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