Life

[hybrid_sunshine]

Sometimes I wonder, why I haven't committed suicide. I'm pathetic, lazy, and a complete waist of everyone's time. Every day I wake up to yelling and all sort of shit, it's horrible. I'm so far behind in my school work, it's unbelievable. It's inexcusable, and I'm getting nowhere in life. I don't know what to do, and every day it's getting worse. I

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[ai_no_baka]

wow. you seriously sound just like me when i'm not lying to myself. i wish there was someway i could help, some magic advice i could give, but i really don't have any. or else, i'd be all better too. but like i said...i'm really just lying to myself, and that's the closest i can be to being happy.

[hybrid_sunshine]

I know what you mean, most of the time I just tell myself being depressed is a waist of my oh so valuable time.. But I forget that time is what I have most of, fuck those who say life is short. If it were any longer, suicide would be a necessity.

[ai_no_baka]

that's so true. i'd be even more bored than i already am if i didn't have my depression to occupy me!

[hybrid_sunshine]

Depression, get yours today! ;]

[unlovable17]

i love you danny. Stay strong.

[hybrid_sunshine]

Love you too Shannon, and I'm doing my best.