Inward Scream

Feb 20, 2007 21:19

...does anyone else feel like, that they've seen Diru live... that life no longer has any point whatsoever? XDDD;;


*blabbers* wher edo i start *o*

I guesss~~~ Thaaaat... well, kats mom decided it was okay to take us, my dad said it was cool (my DAD?!??! XD i swear, he wasnt well that day lol XD) and so... on Friday, i drove to kat and maggis moms house in FW... and i stayed the weekend there~ love spending the weekend there <3

anyways... comes Monday~~~ we have the tickets.
oh XD let me tell you a story lol XDDD
her mom was buying the tickets when she sees:
FOR MATURE AUDIENCES ONLY
...shitfire man XD
so she delves into that, sees alcohol is served (we hastily threw THAT aside by saying THEY SERVE TAHT AT HOCKEY GAMES!!!!!!! XD) and Kat "rationalized the meaning of life" when telling her mom was Kyo performing live was like XDDDD; soooo~ she bought them.
end story lol XD

comes monday.
we go to the hong kong market and buy our brains out in candy XDDD i really wanted the fruit pudding and soy milk *pouts* but i saved my money for diru~~~ i wanted a shirt :3

ne ways, she wants to eat before we go stand in line at.... 4 o'clock (the conert was at 7:30 i think XD) so shes like what do you guys want?
CHICKEN.
XD i want something bland to quiet my stomach in case something happens at the concert lol XD;;;
so we ate that.

and we drive up.
I've never seen so much black in my life.
i couldve SWORN it was night or something @.@
(why the HELL DID I HAVE TO WEAR PINK?!)
sooooo.
its kinda sad that in your school, youre pretty much the closest thing to an emo/gothic kid... aaaaaaaaand, here you are at a Diru concert...and youre the prep of the audience. it sucked XD;
so. here we are, standing in like, looking like a bunch of bubbly otakus XD with like....emos and gothics all around us lol XD some were REALLY hot. like there was a HAWT lesbian couple in front of us XD i was like daym~ i can see why their door swings that way~~~ XDDDD then there were like..gays everywhere, it was pretty sweet XD never really met ones off the street lol XD;
(one gay guy was realy tall, and he looked over everyone and did this little pout thing and said: "there are no good looking gay guys here *POUTY FACE*" XDDD we all cracked up lol XD
so ya~ we stood there, and we took pics of the surrounding black back drop XD;;;
and listened to diru on maggis ipod~~~
and and XDDDDDD

this SUV drove up, and it was written all over lol~~ and on the back wind it said: "ONE DAY I WILL **** YOUR PARENTS!" me and maggi DIED laughing (Cause we knew where it was from)
kat tagged along, hoping to see some good pyrotechnics for The Final (shes a pyromaniac lol XD) and thats...pretty much it, and to follow us of course lol XD

sooooo~~~
we finally go in, and sprint to the bathroom XDDD and thats the fastest ive ever gone lol XD and there was a little store selling merchandise, but we went to the floor where the band was going to play~~~ (btw, we were about...1/4 in the line... to the doors XDDD so we got there early~) and like... we were... three rows of people back from the gate <3 and so we waited to buy the merchandise afterwards~ (maggis/kats mom didnt know it was a standing concert, the poor dear XD she also forgot her earplugs lolz~) sooooo~ we sat there and waited
and the people poured in... and we were still near the front. and we didnt really know until we got there, that diru was not the only band playing XD;;; there was another one *SIGHS* fine. ill put up with it lol XD
and like... they looked like... a cheap version of greenday with more people or something XDD;;; the guitarist was hot (only cause his hair XD he looked a bit old lolz~) and they were okay i guess XD i loved how that we weret that pumped XD like seriously, everyone was kinda... standing there XDDD and hed say stuff like: "you read for DIR EN GREY?!" *finally people cheer lol XDDD* and like, these emo kids behind us (the real funny one was hot <333) were like smacking them the whole time XDD it was hilarious lol XDDD;;;
and the hot one was like (after the song ended): "YOUVE BEEN BLESSED BY GOD AND YOU SUCK ASS!!!!!!" i DIED laughing lol XDDD;;;
and so ya, they played sommore, and at one point, the dinger climbed up the speakers and like... sang up there XD it was kinda cute lol, but the people started chanting: FALL FALL FALL FALL!!!! (and or JUMP JUMP JUMP! XDDDD) so i felt kinda bad for them lol, i didnt think they were that bad, but they used the F-BOMB a bit much lolz~ not to mention i couldnt understand anything else lol XD;;;
and so ya…. That ended without much harassment. There was some shoving and such, but it wasn’t bad… and so we were still like, maybe diru isn’t that bad~ *waits in anticipation*
turns out there was ANOTHER band to play.
And let me tell you, these people took their SWEET time getting their crud ready XD so we were all impatient. And these next people had some cool effects on sound, but the singer toooootally looked like he was having a seizure most times when he was singing XD he didn’t even do it with style lol XD and for some ODD reason, he had like… a bald stop on the side of his head XD and on top, so that was WTFness XDD;;
And THIS point.
Enter afro-jerk.
This guy. … was the source of our problems. He was tall. He was FAT. He was a JERK. *explicits* so he comes in, already tall, having NO problem seeing whatsoever… already FAT and taking up SPACE. And he decides, oh… I think ill DANCE AND HEAD BANG LIKE A RETARD! *shoves everyone out of the way*
Now… at this point… mosh pits started XD well okay, one… and we had this really really fat guy next to us, and he kinda protected us, he was a sweetie~~~ anyways, he kinda got lost lol XDDD so we had to deal with afro-jerk most of the time ~.~
And like, he was squishing maggi…
This was after the other band left, and diru was taking an EXTREMELY long time to get on the stage… :PPPP
So like, their mom got PISSED. And see, shes a parole officer, and shes got this mini metal baton on her keychain… so she had that out, and like..jabbed him in the back. He ignored her, like the jerk he is. And see, this IDIOT knew what to do, he was like… an artist at being a complete jerkoff. Like, youd shift your weight cause your feet were hurting, and hed lean on you, and youd lose your balance, and hed take your stop, stuff like that. He also knew to elbow us girls in the boobs, making us crumple with pain. FUN! Anyways, shes jabbing him in the back (I was kinda hoping hed think it was a gun, but that’s retarded of me lol XDDD) and she was like hey you! And this point, maggi is turning red and hyperventilating, and her eyes are bloodshot, and shes crying, and its…really not a pretty sight. On top of it all. SHES LAUGHING. So im trying to fan her some air (shes being squished by afro-jerk here.) and her mom grabs him by the back of the neck and turns him around and was like STOP SQUISHING MY CHILDREN. And he…continues to YELL (there is nooo music at this point, so yelling is QUITE RETARDED) and cuss her out. And shes like, im a parole officer, don’t mess with me, XDD and this is the funny part lol. He was with two other guys that were not NEARLY as bad as him, one was black, pretty attractive, and the other was a TOTAL HUUUNK~~~ with a beanie *q* anyways, when she said she was police, afro-man just kinda shook it off like the idiot he is, the beanie boy just stood there, kinda ignoring it all and or laughing… (so he pissed me off as well) and the black guy XDDD his eyes got HUGE and he was like AW SHIT! XDDDD it was hilarious~~~

Anyways. We shifted over to get away from him, now hes perssing next to me (gawds, it was disgusting. NOT TO MENTION THIS IDIOT HAD SUPER DANDRUFF AND SHOOK IT AAAALLL OVER MEEEE @.@) and like, we were…. Okay, singers in the middle, yes? Well, afro-jerk was a little over, and we were more right than afro-jerk… so we were farther from the singer. Anyways. From afro-jerk, kat was behind him (and shes shorter than kyo XDDD so she couldn’t see a thing lol XD) and her mom was behing me, who was to the right of afro-jerk. And maggi was on my right. And on the right of us, was a whole mob of fangirlies XDDD now. The fangirlies. HATED AFRO-JERK. XDDD so we were all like…oh hes gonna get it XDDD;;; and they all felt sorry for me, being perssed against his fat-ness and dandruff and his hair omg was DISGUSTTTIIIING if I didn’t care too much about health precautions, I think I would’ve yanked it out in my anger XDD so ya. This black girl in front of us like cussed him out and proceeded to shove him, and I was like, go black girl~ XDDD she felt sorry for us lol XDD;;; so like, somehow, we got like… squished farther right. And at this point FINALLY. The people were setting up for diru, and this whole time, there was this big COVER on stage XDD and I was like, I wanna know whats under that~~~~~ well… turns out Shinya has the BIGGEST DRUMSET I HAVE EVERRRRRRRR SEEN. And like XDDD they just left it there, and didn’t even bother taking it off and on cause it was so huge (I don’t blame them lol XD shinya looked a lost lolz~) and at this point, some guy came out, with Die’s guitar and proceeded to tune it. At THIS POINT. I pointed and SCREAMED: THAT’S DIES GUITAR!!!!!!!!!!!!! (meaning, yes, he was smack dab in front of us, we were like… 4 rows back now <333) anyways, the stage hands took out this… XDDD like four foot tall stand, and stuck it in the middle (obviously for Kyo) and this was proceeded by screams (including mine) and so forth, they kept setting up. Nows… people were like shifting all over the place, and im getting nervous (keep in mind this whole time from when I was standing in line I am seriously shaking lol XDDD) so im spazzing out~~ and and. Something happened XD and I don’t remember what. DANGIT. Anyways… kat and her mother were separated from me and maggi, so we had to stay together. (I was holding onto her jacket to keep track of her for life lolz XD) neways… im noooot sure. But FINALLY DIRU COMES OUT *q*
Kyos hair was like *strangled gurgle* Die was even more masculine than in his pictures, and was sooo incredibly gorgeous it wasn’t even like…comprehendable. Shinya was gorgeous (whod ever thought id say that XDD) toshiya was also gorgeous, his hair *drools everywhere* too bad he was on the left side of the stage for pretty much the whole show >.O and then kaoru just flat out looked like a dog with his mop of hair and beard XDDDDDDDD;;;
Anyways, this is super pathetic, but I totally don’t remember all the songs they played *shame on Hannah*
I don’t remember the opening song, so it was either a random song from way back when, or a new song… but anyways. They had this huge screen, and then they played Agitated Screams of Maggots on it (aaaaaaaaaand. This is when me and maggi realized… oh SHOOT.YOUR MOMS WATCHING THIS!!!!!) …so that’s when I just started headbanging lolz XD;;; and now im in love with that song @.@ and then… let me just list all what they played (cause I don’t remember the order either TT_TT) they played Merciless Cult, which sounded sooooo much cooler live~~~~~~~ the yelling part in that didn’t bother me as much as it normally did when I listened to the CD, and now it doesn’t bother me very much at all <3333
I really want to say the played C, but im pretty sure they didn’t >.O
They played Saku, where our dear little timid Hannah was shouting out the lyrics at the top of my lungs with hands raised and jumping up and down (I was seriously like a psycho path during this lol XD) so that was pretty darned amazing, they played another version of the video of this song, like they combined it with Kodou~~~
They played kodoku ni shisu, yueni kodoku. And like XDDD that one I was like, wanting to cry (Cause that song ALWAYS Gets me, kyo pretty much read my mind on this one lol XD) but I was like, no way am I crying at this concert *more screaming and so forth XDDDD*
They also played itoshisa ha fuhai nitsuki and this was another one I kinda had to grit my teeth not to cry to… they played this one before Kodoku I do remember, cause the CDs the other way~~~ and that’s the reason why this one always gets to me XDD so since it was first, it helped…
They played Jesus Christ R’n R, and this was like… I WANT to say, they stopped playing after about… 7-8 songs ish… and like they left. And everyone just stood rooted to their spots, and like chanted for them to come back (at this point I took the opportunity to scream: WE LOVE YOU DIE, WE LOVE YOU KYO, WE LOVE YOU TOSHIYA!!!!!!!! XDD some girl behind me was like, what about kaoru??? XD so I kinda…half-hearted said: …we love you kaoru… we love you [yes. In my excitement, I almost called him Shinji XDDDDDD] …shinya! XD;;;; )
Ne ways, they came back and played JC R’n R, and I screamed my head off yet again, seeing as I love this song, and I felt like it was an encore (for all we know, they could’ve just been taking a break XDDD But it was a long break lolz XDDD) so ya, here I was screaming along with kyo~~~ Jesus Christ and rock and roll~~~~ x3 XD it was SOOO MUCH FUUUUN~~~~ and he let the crowd sing the “ominous communication” part, so I was like YEAYA! XD
I kidna wish theyd have played machiavellism, but they didn’t :/ the only one I REALLY wished they had played was CHILD PREY @.@ that would’ve made it a teensy bit better XDD;;; just cause I love that song lolz~~~
They played dead tree, and showed another version of that video, but it was like, the nukes falling on Japan and the horrors that the Japanese received in the second world war, it was really sad :/
They played the final and I dooooont remember, but I don’t think they played the vid, I really don’t think they did >.O but like, there was a gay guy beside me, and he was crying andhis makeup was running during this, everyone was singing, and for once in my life I felt like a horrible fan XDDDDDDDDD;;; cause I really didn’t know the words :PP so now im like… going romanji crazy for everything :/ I really want to know the “real words”
They played Beautiful Dirt which made me estatic (more screaming)
They played spilled milk (yet even more screaming from Hannah)
Aaaaaaand, they played Clever Sleazoid, and I was like super headbang rock on~~~ XD screaming lolz~~~
They played obscure, and they showed the cut version of the vid (they slowed the sex scene parts down XDDD cut out the band parts, and shortened it for the actual song time) and like, that was super headbang, screaming as well XDDD;;;
They played mr. newsman, and it kinda took me a long time to register what it was (seeing as I hadn’t listened to it very much XDDD) but when I did, I felt much moer at ease to scream my head off yet again.
I swear~~~~ I was screaming soooooo mcuuuuuch @.@ I never knew I could be soooo LOUD *jaw drops* like, you know how the music is loud, and sometimes peoples ears will be ringing a little while afterwards?
Well, maggi ended up in front of me, and all my screaming turned her half deaf all of today XDDDD cause no one was affected by the loudness of the music XDDD and she was the only one standing near me lolz XD;;;;; (that we knew)
And they palyed other stuff, maybe new, maybe old, I couldn’t tell… but one had this… video… :/ I dooont remember exactly whaaat was on it, and I might be mixing this one up with itoshisa, but I don’t remember exactly, but it was like showing someone slitting their wrists, self-mutilation and so forth, and during like the refrain or near to the refrain, it showed like, half decaying zombie/mummies floating around on the screen, and I feel as if I know the song, but I cant think of it for the life of me, and its really driving me mad XD cause I just remember floating mummy heads lol XDDD;;; oh…the itoshisa song had like, corpses everywhere, and their souls going to heaven, it didn’t have the mummy heads, I remember now~~~ XD;;; it was still sad and slow… but sort of a background thing, I don’t think I could sit through it ^^;

Ughs~~~ like I said I don’t remember any of the other songs, like the one where kyo fishhooked himself and bled everywhere, and he was continually slapping/punching himself, and like scratching his chest XDDD;;; why I was screaming at this I dunno… I never really liked him hurting himself, but just… how he does it, how hes so into it it just just… O.o does anyone have a CLUE what im saying lol???? XD; ne ways… before that, kyo came out with like a black jacket on, and he was all cute~~~ and that was like, lost in the first song XDD and by no later than the third song, his hawt black wifebeater was lost as well, and we were overcome by kyos AMAAAAZING BODY @.@ IT WAS LIKE. My jaw dropped XDDD and even though hes not my fav, I screaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamed~~~~~ I was like OH MY GAWDS! XD and like, I seriously dug into maggis shoulder lol XDDD I couldn’t take it lolzzz~~~~ and like Die would flick his tongue around and id scream everytime XD (by the total lack of screaming when he did this, I thought hellz, am I the only one seeing this??? XD no I know lolz but still~~~~~~~~~~~)
And so yaaa~~~ kat wound up AT THE GATE @.@ RIGHT IN FRONT OF DIE (afro-jerk was embedding his elbow into the nape of her neck tho :PPP but I think that’s worth it to see Die that close @.@) and like, he took a drink and sprayed it all over the fans, yes? Well… kat was yelling at the time, and it totally went in her mouth.
You have NOOOOOO IDEA HOW JEALOUS I AM!!!!!! @.@
I seriously will not let it go lolz XD im always like KAT GOT DIES SPIT IN HER MOUTH THE ONLY THING THAT BEATS THAT IS HAVING HIS TONGUE IN YOUR MOUTH *dies*

*sobbs* I was fine with my position, I was about 6 rows back, not in a crowded section at all, I was jumping out and down, losing my voice, headbanging all over the place and just spreading the diru love XD;;;
anyways… sommore little points :PP theres SO MUCH @.@ and ive already like, written a book XD;;; sorry guys lol

like, kaoru came over to our side with die still there, and like they were about a foot apart, playing the guitars, and im like please gawds, just DO SOMETHING TO EACH OTHER!!! XD and I yelled FANSERVICE THANK YOU PLEASE!!!!!!!! XD they didn’t do anything TT_TT
but die and kaoru were doing the spitting thing, die was throwing like 50 picks that he had kissed everywhere, one landed right in front of me, and maggi and I were looking for it, but evil hot beanie boy from before like… scoured and found it first, deciding to wave it in front of my face in mockery… TT_TT once again, I had no voice to do anything, just like groan incoherently XDD;;;; I was too shocked by the whole scenario to do anything (it doesn’t help that he was hawts! Too XDD)

ughs~~~ and I dunno if theres anything else, there was sooo much @.@
I bought I bumpersticker that ive saving for the car that im going to keep and drive everywhere, I don’t want to waste it on the old car I have now O.o I also got a wristband <333333333 its amazing leather <333 the shirts were 25$, and I had enough, but like :P it had INWARD SCREAM *skulls everywhere* no jk, but it had some sort of animal skull on it :PPP which looked cool and it listed all the dates and places of the diru concert TT_TT I really liked it, but my parents wouldn’t have let me have it :PPP and the other one had some psycho path kid on it XDDD sooo that was obviously out as well lolz XD

So ya, I didn’t get any thing touched by my love TT_TT that’s another regret lol TT_TT haha like, everytime die was walk up the the edge of the stage and like egg the crowd on, id jump up and down doing the little “I love you sign” or make a heart with my hands XDDD and scream his name~~~ when toshiya came over I kinda did the same XD but he was more cool and collected, die was like XD an evil scientist lolz XDDDD he did things to see what the fans would do, and he had this quirky smile on like omg~~ Americans are so funny!!! XD *throws a pick at an overly ravenous subject [even though I don’t know who was more ravenous about my love than I was @.o I swear… I think I beat most everyone there in wildness XDDD if someone would’ve told me youd be doing this and this and the concert, id probably have been like YA RIGHT!!! XD ME?!?! NOO!!!! XD dood. It totally happened lolzz~~~~~ and I had a MARVELLOUS TIME])

Kaoru was kinda in the middle of the two, he was calm and collected, being cool, toshiya was a mix of the two… being cool and super GORGEOUS XD and doing things to egg the crowd on ~~~
Kyo for the most part kept to himself~~~ and screamed XD I liked screaming when he did~~~ it twas fun~~~ XD like on clever sleazoid I screamed cockroach (pretty much because that was the only lyric I seemed to remember at the time ~.~) and because it actually sounds like cockroach and no one probably heard me anyway (Cept maggi lolz XDDD) but ya, probably stupid of me to sing along wtf XDDD but I was having so much fun…

And on a slightly nastier tone of things…. Ive never sweat so much in my life XDDDDDDD like… my shirt was plastered on me XDD I could smell myself within the crowd lolz~~~ and like my hair was all wet and matted XDDDD maggi was like, you looked pretty nasty XDDD I was like THANKS JERK XDDDD~~~

Ugh I think I should stop now… last notes tho~ the whole two hour ride home, I was shaking still XDDDD and I still cant believe it happened, and it happened SOOO FAST @.@ I blinked and it was over.
And all the adrenaline through me like… I sat in my bed with my eyes closed from two (that’s when I got home…) till 6 when I woke up for school XDDD and I don’t know hooooow im awake now lolz, but my throat STILL hurts lol XD;;;;
So yaas, I wanna go to bed, and if I remember anything, ill post that too I guess XDDD

Sorry this was SO LONG @.@ oh ma gaaas XD lolz~

It was most defiantly one of the funnest, most amazing nights of my life. I wouldn’t trade it for anything <3333 and im even more in love with Diru now <3 and Die XD
*siiiighs~*
oh XDDD;; last thing I swear lolz
some other girl from another concert was able to take pics :P and like, kyo had his shirt off then too, and like… you could see his little red band of boxers, yes? Wellllzzzz…
at our concert, his pants were unbelievably (AND NO HAPPY TRAIL~~~~ NO HAIR ANYWHERE OMG I DIED XDDD) LOOOW~ XD and I saw NO TRACE OF ANY UNDIES AT ALL~~~ I almost died all over again~ just thinking of his utterly smooth and soft looking chest *flails*

and to think... i hated them XDD when i first found out about them lolz XDDD my first concert. WOWZ~~~~~~
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