It's been five years.. I never forget his birthday, and I never forget this day. I get kinda emotional around this time of year.. even though I'm not in love with him anymore and it's been years since we've seen each other and talked... I get a kind of "glimpse". But not a visual glimpse. It's more of a glimpse of a feeling. I remember for a split ( Read more... )

I've been reading a lot more. I'm not sure why I'm suddenly interested in reading so much. I've had so much alone time here I guess, that I've been wanting to fill all that space with something. Before in high school, when I had time to myself... I'd just waste hours away thinking to myself or like rotting my mind on the internet or TV, haha. But ( Read more... )

I'd like a part time lover and full time friend.

And this phone.

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I guess leaving the country makes you forget..because it feels like that's what he did. Okay exaggerating here... it's just very frustrating believing something finally went your way, and then coming back and finding out it really wasn't anything special. It's okay, I'm kind of giving up on him, not to say that I'm not missing the person who I had ( Read more... )

Break is great, Christmas was great... that's all I can right now. I'll elaborate more on it later.

( 2007 New Year Survey... )

hmm. never mind.

If you don't know.. /
Then you can't care
~(Nothing Lasts Forever) Maroon 5

"Oxygen"
How am I supposed to tell you how I feel / I need oxygen
And so I found a state of mind / Where I could be speechless
I had to try it for a while / To figure out this feeling
This felt so right
Pull me upside down to a place / Where you've been waiting

"Little Things"
The little things, you do to me are / Taking me over, I wanna show ya ( Read more... )

I've been complaining about not being able to write any decent lyrics in the past few weeks. So here I am at 4 in the morning, wired on Full Throttle, and I think I've got something decent. Not sure what this is about.. or who... but a combination of listening to "When the Stars Go Blue" and "Halo" from Bethany Joy (OTH) and being flustered by ( Read more... )

I REALLY like him. ahhh!

I can't believe it's 3:43 AM. I drank a full throttle energy drink a little before this, and it's just hitting me now. I took a Calculus exam earlier today and I'm glad to say that I'm pretty sure I don't have lower than C on it (curved.. haha). Whenever something big like an exam, or a paper or a speech comes up, I always feel like I have to take ( Read more... )