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[hyeongsoap]

A/N: The following is a mixture of stress reliever and a sleep thief. I'm just so scared and fear is keeping me away from editing Until It Hurts. It's not edited--I just wanted an excuse to say I appreciate you guys! For reading, stopping by out of curiosity and of course, encouraging me to try to be better. And you deserve only good, pretty things

Comments

[haaruhiii]

Ok i know you said this was angst and if i read it anyway i must be aware of the fact it would be painful BUT THIS. THIS IS NOT OK ㅠㅠㅠ it just hurt my soul. I love mermaid au. I've read it before but it was never this heartbreaking ;w;
i reaaaaally liked your wording in here. It was so poetic (not that I'm an expert on the subject lol) especially these lines:
"he makes it look like it is necessary to touch, as if jonghyun's skin asked him to do so."
"and he's beautiful and his tail is of beautiful colours and kibum is jealous."
This one though takes the prize ;w; i almost teared up
"kibum's sanity breaks and he comes closer. his dirty finger worship the pale skin on jonghyun's knees and his filthy lips touch jonghyun. he shushes his soundless pleas with the last kiss and before jonghyun can make him stay forever he turns away and leaves."
So you say this has a sequel...i hope you won't kill me with that one because this almost did ㅠㅡㅠ anyway i talked too much. I just wanted to say you are amazing as always. SENPAI!

[hyeongsoap]

no no no nonononono you never talk too much. i assume tumblr devoured my message i sent hmm? oh and now i will just cry you give me too much adoration i don't deserve. *watch me getting out of control and cry because what did i do to deserve your precious words???????*

i'm so sorry it's so heartbreaking i'm so sorry the last thing i want is to hurt you??? but i'm so thankful too?
lmao you know what? i should just stop saying things because i didn't tell anything really? except that i am grateful for your existence?

yes i said so and right now i am not allowed to write it because /classes and exams/ but in a week or two i should have more than enough time. <3 i hope you've been doing well?

[haaruhiii]

*gasp* I didn't see your message :/ I usually use my phone for tumblr and I don't get notifications, sorry about that ^^;; aaah I have my exams too like in a week and I must study but I'm even surprising myself with the level of my procrastination ;w;
Please stop denying my feelings :D just accept that I really admire you *-*

[hyeongsoap]

ahhhh no no nonono it's okay!!!! don't be sorry ~~, well we will just need to get through that level of procrastination together and somehow survive. *uhh*

i never denied your feelings it's just i spend every second of my life with myself and i just think you /falls off a chair because you said you admired me/ are adorable and lovely and i didn't do anything special to deserve all that omfg. <3

[hyeongsoap]

thank you :3 i still feel like it's flawed in so many ways but it's insanely encouraging to hear that. ^^

[just2wings]

This was so beautiful but the end was absolutely heartbreaking. Merman!JongKey? I loved it, I really liked how you depicted them

[hyeongsoap]

*bites the fist* Merman!Jongkey's senpai wrote to me??!?!?!?!

on the serious note. i'm just thankful for your words and admittedly i always squeal when people leave a note but i just couldn't resist but squeal a little louder when i saw you stopping by and saying you liked it. <3

[anbuazula33]

This was so heartbreaking. It was beautiful, and it took my breath away. I love your literary style even when it's not edited. You did an amazing job.

[hyeongsoap]

*pouts and brings your breath back* i'm thankful. i'm insanely thankful. thank you so much <3 i admittedly didn't expect people to notice and read this at all but either way. i'm just thankful for your words? ah. honestly. T T

[anbuazula33]

You are a sweetie pie. Why wouldn't people read your work? It's very poetic. Don't cry. D: *wipes tears away* I can safely say there are people out there who appreciate what you do. :D Happy writing!

[sluthyun]

this was so beautiful, as are all your other works (but i've already said this countless times) i'm hope you're doing ok! <3

[hyeongsoap]

omfg hush! *whispers* i have one year and counting open in another tag since noon and i am waiting for the right moment to read it before i start studying lmao.

and thank you. i am counting down days until the end of exams. which means more time to breathe and maybe write? and edit! the same goes to you! i hope you're doing okay as well? :3