and..just to remind myself.
This is the comment that girl left me back when. Amazingly sad how accurate it appears to be.
You're right, he's not really worth the bother. I think he was more of a crutch when I was lonely(there toward the end) than someone I really found worthwhile. I did love him there for a while(in the beginning), back when we spent a lot of time together with his friends and even his brother once.
He lied a lot, took me back a lot, and always came slumming to me when he was too broke to buy something and too lazy to go work for it(most recently, jumper cables for his vehicle). The man has absolutely no pride when it comes to mooching off others, fortunately I never did fall for that bit. Or well, actually that's not his fault, he's mental so he can't work. Doesn't matter that he is a good artist, he's going nowhere, anything he touches shines for a brief moment and then burns out, he's incapable of sustaining anything in the long haul.
Anyway, the cybersex was great for a while, he's been coming back for more every few months over the last two and a half years. I think he keeps me to the side even when he's with other girls. Even when we were not talking for a while occasionally he'd come slip some in. It got to be boring though towards the end.
I guess I just never really trusted him, he's the kinda guy that will stab someone in the back after he's gotten his use from them, he has no loyalty and any loyalty that he did have from others gets destroyed when they see how sadly lacking he is. I bet one day he'll even find some new schmuck and he'll give her this blog to read so he can make her feel superior to the Old schmuck. "Look, see how this crazy chick stalks me, I must be awesome" In truth, he's just a sadly pathetic man who doesn't really live life, he watches it go by on a computer screen.
That was in fact what really ended it, when I wanted to live life and not by a computer screen. He just wants to live out his bdsm online.
He's like a leech that sucks the life from anything he touches, he's always moving on to fresh fields, occasionally going back to a field that's recovered from his ravaging just so he can do it again. I feel sorry for the ones who get sucked back into it, I'm sure there will be more than one, he's very persuasive with his slick charm.
Oh well, that's not for you to worry your pretty little self about, you got yourself an "amazingly wonderful man", good for you. Thanks for writing sweet cheeks, it's always nice to get such support from an amazingly darling girl like yourself.
Luck to ya,
That sign off was because I (like an idiot) had told her to fuck off and leave him alone. Stupid me.
Believe me kids, I'm just having a small meltdown here. It's been coming ever since all of this started. I'll be okay. I just need to process.
You're right, he's not really worth the bother. I think he was more of a crutch when I was lonely(there toward the end) than someone I really found worthwhile. I did love him there for a while(in the beginning), back when we spent a lot of time together with his friends and even his brother once.
He lied a lot, took me back a lot, and always came slumming to me when he was too broke to buy something and too lazy to go work for it(most recently, jumper cables for his vehicle). The man has absolutely no pride when it comes to mooching off others, fortunately I never did fall for that bit. Or well, actually that's not his fault, he's mental so he can't work. Doesn't matter that he is a good artist, he's going nowhere, anything he touches shines for a brief moment and then burns out, he's incapable of sustaining anything in the long haul.
Anyway, the cybersex was great for a while, he's been coming back for more every few months over the last two and a half years. I think he keeps me to the side even when he's with other girls. Even when we were not talking for a while occasionally he'd come slip some in. It got to be boring though towards the end.
I guess I just never really trusted him, he's the kinda guy that will stab someone in the back after he's gotten his use from them, he has no loyalty and any loyalty that he did have from others gets destroyed when they see how sadly lacking he is. I bet one day he'll even find some new schmuck and he'll give her this blog to read so he can make her feel superior to the Old schmuck. "Look, see how this crazy chick stalks me, I must be awesome" In truth, he's just a sadly pathetic man who doesn't really live life, he watches it go by on a computer screen.
That was in fact what really ended it, when I wanted to live life and not by a computer screen. He just wants to live out his bdsm online.
He's like a leech that sucks the life from anything he touches, he's always moving on to fresh fields, occasionally going back to a field that's recovered from his ravaging just so he can do it again. I feel sorry for the ones who get sucked back into it, I'm sure there will be more than one, he's very persuasive with his slick charm.
Oh well, that's not for you to worry your pretty little self about, you got yourself an "amazingly wonderful man", good for you. Thanks for writing sweet cheeks, it's always nice to get such support from an amazingly darling girl like yourself.
Luck to ya,
That sign off was because I (like an idiot) had told her to fuck off and leave him alone. Stupid me.
Believe me kids, I'm just having a small meltdown here. It's been coming ever since all of this started. I'll be okay. I just need to process.