Why do I fucking bother

Been a bugger of a week. Work has not helped, and is actually the cause for some of this issue. Just went for a drive up into the mountains. It helped.

Well, I have started with a lot of idea folders in my quest for a kick ass, simple zombie game. here is my personal take on Zombies. Tell me what you think!

( Brains... )

Ok, here is the thing. I am planning my birthday for the 17th of October at the Mercury, with the occasional visits to the Vouge to see there peeps I promised I would visit. Anyone interested in hanging? No presents needed. Just your Presence is required. Oh, and drinking money for yourself. I've become quiet the light weight. Let me know :)

I am going to try an experiment with myspace and facebook. I am putting a request of contact as my email or my phone if anyone needs anything, and going to ignore them for a month. Wonder what will happen?

I think I am going to take an extended beach trip. Maybe saturday before a birthday party. I just have the sudden need to get the fuck out. A miasma fell on me while I was at home from work. Yay...at least I have a long weekend.

Have you ever felt like a major even has just passed you by you where suppose to be in? I kind of feel like that. It is an almost depressed feeling that makes me question myself more than I already do. Its like I was suppose to create something, but didn't. Everytime I think of creating something, I get a flood of ideas, but can't seem to push ( Read more... )

Uh, the heat is finally starting to lessen. Yay! Now for other things. SDN was ok. I am having a strange feeling that my opinion actually means something to this group I am with. Been getting some strange advances (ie "We need to talk...I know a few girls who are interested in you...but they are crazy") I am actually letting my ego out of the ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt an inexplicable irritation and a rising hatred of someone you have no clue what or where it came from? Happened to me yesterday. I am thinking I am going to start to distance myself from the current social group I am with down here. There is a huge blemish that they all ignore, dispite that he drains them. I blame them all. ( Read more... )

Hope the 4th is strong with you this weekend :)

On a note, I had dental work done this wednesday. A full reconstruction and temperary crown. Well, while eating tonight, it fell out. So I get to wait till monday to call and see if I can get in sooner than August :(