new year, new friends, new haters, new goals, new start. 
what i hope to accomplish this year:

- be more confident 
- less socially awkward
- procrastinate less
- get my license
- gossip less
- study hard
- read more 
- pursue a hobby

FUCK.
why can't i just let go?
what the fuck is wrong with me.
fuck.
i don't want you anymore.
but i can't let go of you.
why can't someone just erase all of my memories?

what's wrong with me? :/
people seem to lose interest in me so easily...
like after a while we have nothing to talk about anymore.
man...what's with me?
i'm like so...urgh.
not interesting.
sigh.

omfg. unrequited puppy love sucks. LOL.
what is this? :(
i'm hungry & stressed and i never seem to be able to get things done.
ARGH :@
what is wrong with me.

i want a beautiful , white christmas <3

tired of living like this.
i know i'm a bad daughter, but i'm too lazy to change.
how can i accomplish anything if i don't change?
this life i'm living...it's a very tiresome and sad life.
mom, i'm sorry.
but there's no use for apologies if there's no actions to back it up, eh?

i can't change anything. :(
i'm useless & i'm not pretty enough for people to let it slide.
fuck
my
life.
i feel so fucking stupid.

dear apple,

i want to fucking kill you.
that is all.

sincerely,
one freakin' pissed off customer.

i love my friends...so much <3
good things come to an end...
but where there's a will, there's a way.
=]

OMG.
I'M SO DEADDDDDDDD.

Coraline was AMAZING.
The animation was, wow.
And the entire thing was just creepy and eccentric and I LOVED IT.
WATCH IT, SERIOUSLY.