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Emotional state: broken?
I have once again hit the place of no fucks left to give. I don't know if I am getting to this place faster or if I hadn't really recovered from the previous one a couple of years back. I am not as numb as I was then but I do know that I am not functioning with a full set of emotions. I am all into get it done mode. I know I am forgetting things. I ( Read more... ) -
40th Birthday Wish
It is my birthday month. I love October. One of my birthdays as a child was fall themed. I'm turning 40. 40! So many changes in the last decade. More coming in the next. My theme for this year's is fancy tiara dinner. :-D ( Read more... ) -
Summer, where have you gone?
Its mid-September and I feel like I missed most of summer. Part of that is the Honey broke and dislocated his wrist playing baseball necessitating 2 surgeries. When he does something he shoots for the best. I'm just glad the best was on call at that hospital that night. Not in the plan ( Read more... ) -
40th Birthday Wish
Shameless begging: In just a few weeks I am turning 40 and here's this thing, I am accepting donations for a new camera. I don't want a bunch of stuffs and I do need a new camera. My current DSLR is almost 10 years old now and it cannot keep up with current technology. Its come to the point that my cell phone takes better photos than it does. I am ( Read more... ) -
Single payer please
One of mom's coworkers set up a GoFundMe for her because she can't afford to get herself to work because of all of the work she has missed due to surgeries and therapy. They can't fire her but she has no more benefits ( Read more... ) -
Alcohol ponderings
A friend posted a giant rant on Facebook because a friend of hers had broken trust with her and finally she was done. Not the point. The point is that one of the lines in the rant was that if your family makes you want to drink a bottle of vodka then your family isn't good for you and you should do something about that. Pretty sure I need to look ( Read more... ) -
Adventures in body exploration. Subtitle: Its not nearly as fun as that sounds, sadly.
Went to see Cupping Guy on Sunday because my shoulder is getting to the point that I can't keep functioning with it this way. I got a good hour long massage on my upper back and shoulder girdle then he covered my back in cups and left them there for about 10 minutes. Lots changed. Like whoa ( Read more... ) -
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Going to see WW tonight. Woke with a headache. It just keeps getting worse. I probably should have gone to the chiropractor today. The amount of chemicals in my blood stream right now is kinda disturbing. I haven't added narcotics yet. I have noticed that they generally don't help much with nerve pain. We shall see how this goes.
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See the line where the sky meets the sea?
It calls me. *sigh* My mermaid side is getting the better of me this year.
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Death in the family (?)
The Honey's cousin died. FiL flew to FL with his sister because they knew cousin was being taken off of life support. *sigh* I have precious few details. No sympathies necessary. I detested the woman. My ability to respect her and her choices was almost non-existent. It is bringing up strange echos of my mother's sister who also died young and who' ( Read more... )