So, all but Laura, Tamara, Soon, Drew, Matt, and Jake A have left. Well, Soon leaves tomorrow so I guess he doesn't really count ( Read more... )

I have been trying to write all summer, to keep on top, and every phrase ends as a failed sentence. My head full, my heart bursting and I think this is why I cannot channel a single legitimate thought through my fingers...this time for me is meant to be lived out and gulped up in mouthfulls, not recorded as history on the wall. Not described in ( Read more... )

"We're all searching for something to fill up what I like to call that big, God-shaped hole in our souls. Some people use alcohol, or sex, or their children, or food, or money, or music, or heroin. A lot of people even use the concept of God itself. I could go on and on. I used to know a girl who used shoes. She had over two-hundred pairs. But it's ( Read more... )

It's been so long since I've cried. I mean cried about something real...not like on Friday night when I saw Crash, or when I listened to that Counting Crows song again that always reminds me. It's been so long and I've felt miniature wells collecting behind my eyes for weeks. I've felt them and ignored them, because I'm Lauren and I'm more ( Read more... )

This past week has been exhausting... and I've only taken one of my 4 AP's so far ( Read more... )

( boredness )

-- let's bring those math grades up, k?
-- David's is a such a rip-off.
-- Forensic Files just gives people ideas ( Read more... )

"Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more."

Nothing gets left well enough alone.

Obviously the universe has it in for me.

AND I have some unresolvable problems with my AP Art piece- I don't know what to dooooo!

I suck at figuring out what to do with the leftovers.

Today was good because classes were only 30 minutes long, and I had 4 periods off, and a reading period in english. Woo ( Read more... )