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[Private]He's back... but only because he died. How the hell am I supposed to feel about this? I'm happy he's here with me again... but the thought that he had to be killed in order to come back. It makes my chest hurt just thinking about it. And he said that he died... so that I could live. Am I supposed to be happy about that? Because I'm not. It just hurts even worse, that I only get to live because he sacrifices himself. Asch....
But we're both here now. In this place, together. But, he only gets to live if he stays here. And if I stay here.... I die. I don't want to die... but I want to stay here with him. Why is this so hard? Why can't things just be simple?
I hate this.... [/Private]
Hmm, now where can I find a job? I need to find one on my own. I don't want help with this.
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But we're both here now. In this place, together. But, he only gets to live if he stays here. And if I stay here.... I die. I don't want to die... but I want to stay here with him. Why is this so hard? Why can't things just be simple?
I hate this.... [/Private]
Hmm, now where can I find a job? I need to find one on my own. I don't want help with this.
[[Mood hidden. Strikes illigible.]]