Holding On To What Is left

Nov 16, 2008 19:18

I hate my way of feeling, so lost. I just want to be held in a genuine manner. To feel like..I'm not an ugly duckling.. I just really...want to never think so negatively of myself but it's so hard...because I feel like everyone I come across just wants to use me...break this fragile heart...tarnish this shell ( Read more... )

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anonymous November 17 2008, 06:46:34 UTC
Your avatar is totally barfing rainbows.. if that's not accurate to your personality, I don't know what is... If you drugged yourself to the point of being numb, you'd only make the problem worse, hon.

You are easy to love... Sometimes I know it's hard to see that, or think that that could be true... But know that there's always people who love you.

...Myself included.

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genome_h November 20 2008, 08:00:53 UTC
Oh Mariah Marie...

The biggest and best thing I can tell you, is that you're AMAZING! And WONDERFUL! Before anyone can accept that about you, you've gotta accept that for yourself!!

The only person on this entire planet that will love and fulfill you to the fullest point you could ever imagine is in fact yourself, only you. It sounds sort of dismal, but at the same time it's a wonderful thing.

Relationships won't always come around or happen- Sometimes you just gotta wait it out, no matter how long that is. You know you have the love of your friends though (even if we aren't romantic and sexy with you XP), but most of all, you have everything you need at your own finger tips to make yourself the best, and happiest person you can be! And don't forget it!!!

And you never hanged out with me when I was in Denver!!!!!

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