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Reminiscing...
Wow, was reading over some entries from the good ol days...back in my grad year, 2005, when I had a large group of friends and we were always touching eachother, goofing around, and loving life. GOD I MISS THAT. I miss friends, I miss school, I miss when things were so much simpler, I miss being in a group, I miss being one of the leaders of that ( Read more... ) -
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Made it thru another day clean! Yay! Wasnt easy, especially after the meeting tonight. Well, I slept in pretty harsh because they put a screamer in my room...apparently the poor thing gets night terrors and she wakes up, or doesnt wake up, screaming. Scared the shit out of me every time, especially the first time because i didnt know what was going ( Read more... ) -
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Well I finally managed to make it thru a day clean! I spent like all last night coming up with ways to do that with a staff and client here who both have psychiatric training and such. They both gave me assignments haha. But the general conclusion was that I needed to go on what is called "pajama party". Usually this means they take all your ( Read more... ) -
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So. Another ###### day/night. Missed another meeting. Didnt even cross my mind really to be honest. So my new roomie and me went to her storage unit to grab some stuff-including her weed. Smoked a joint, went back to the house.Got ahold of chris and went out with him for like 20 mins but then found out he had no money or food so i went home for ( Read more... ) -
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Well, I wasnt as bad today. I didntend up making any meetings which really sucks cuz thats two, or actually three, in a row now cuz i wanted to go to the 11 ladies aa or 12 aa but i didnt make it cuz i slept in-i didnt get to sleep till like 2:30am. My ######### buddy ###### off fairly soon after i got up to go smoke weed and take valium. ( Read more... ) -
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Well I ended up going to a couple meetings tonight actually. Went to the drop in group at A&D with one of the women here cuz she invited me and i couldnt get ahold of my ride but then i called my sponser and she said she could pick me up so i left a bit early and went with her. The meeting was really good, it was in rutland tonite which is why i ( Read more... )