I can't do this on my own

[hypermunchkin]

Hey there Journal! It's 8:22 and I have the computer lab to myself...I decided to listen to Carrie Underwood's new CD! I'm not a fan of country music but I really really like this CD

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[bluegaze62]

tessa's not the only one that understands you.

i think...

we don't live in the moment, we live in that far off future where we THINK we'll be happy. in reality, this is happy. NOW is happy. and if you're not happy now it's because you don't KNOW what happy is. (neither do i, but i'm beginning to understand).

i think we all have this weird (and impossible) concept of happy...like it's perfection. for us, happy is when our lives are perfect, right?! or something like that. well guess what...life IS perfect, every moment of it is PERFECT, even the bad ones. because everything leads to something else, that was supposed to happen.

so if we wake up and see that happy is here and now...and that the "happy" in the future is never going to come...we'd be much happier. lol.

if that makes sense at all...

[hypermunchkin]

I'm smiling so big from this entry because it makes PERFECT sense!

You are so insightful! I love when you leave comments in my journal! Gosh :)

[bluegaze62]

lol you're way funny

[um_fairy]

hey what the hell!? and you're not happy when i leave comments in your journal?! that's not nice...:(

pfffft...

but i do agree with leslie. :) we talk about this all the time! hehe

[bluegaze62]

yeah well I talk about it all the time. u don't talk. grr

[um_fairy]

oh shut up...i say what's important...lol just because i don't always talk doesn't mean that i don't feel the same way...gosh. what am i supposed to say if you say everything for me!? pfffft....:-p

it's funny how everyone wonders what we're doing...lmao...man i love SMU...everyone is everybody's business! haha

[bluegaze62]

lol well i need WORDS devie damn it! communication is the key to any relationship devie...dang!! right hi?

and yeah seriously, sometimes it gets annoying though lol.

[um_fairy]

stop leaving comments on heidi's journal...she doesn't love you THAT much! i'm the only one that can do that!!! haha...sucker!!!

love you HI! haha

[bluegaze62]

jerk

[hypermunchkin]

LMAO!!!!! I love you both!

[hypermunchkin]

Haha I already wrote to Leslie that I love you both!

Oh my gosh, I'm laughing out loud reading this!

[ashleys9286]

thats because we're not complete yet, we have a whole life of surprises ahead of us.
For me its because i have more responsiblities which equals more stress. In high school i didnt have to really worry about anything. Now i'm going to school and preparing for something i want to do for the rest of my life, or at least a good portion of it. Thats pretty stressfull cause you worry about whether you will get there or not, well at least that stresses me out. I think i'm pretty much happy though. All the happy moments i have had has made me happy.

[um_fairy]

awww...that was a good two cents ash!! and please...feel free to join in on the fun! you see...we're trying to leave like 100 comments on hi's journal...they're loser comments...but hey...if we're all losers...we invite you to become one too! haha...how are ya girl!?

[ashleys9286]

Thanks, i'm excited that you think i left a good comment! When i saw i got a reply i thought it was heidi but this was an awesome surprise.
HELL YEAH I WANT TO BE A LOSER, count me in! We had a nice start to almost leaving 100 comments on her other lj entry lol.

I'm doing well. How are you?

[um_fairy]

lol...yeah of course i thought it was good! i mean...anything coming from you would probably be good!! haha and i would like to inaugurate you into our LOSERS club...haha...welcome!!! feel free to contribute to the loser-ness any time you'd like. yeah we were on a roll for a while with that other entry...don't know what got into us. but HI had to go to class...it's just not the same without her. hehe. good that you're here now...cause i'm in class and gotta stay awake!! haha

i'm ok...tired...ughhhh...looking forward to vacation! :)

[ashleys9286]

"anything coming from you would probably be good." that was beautiful ::tear:: lol. So what class are you in? And i cant wait till vacation too!

Oh and thanks for the inauguration ceremony!

[ashleys9286]

oh i'll be right back, i have to hook up the DSL i just got.

[um_fairy]

hahaha....dang, i had to leave class and walk home....i'm back now!!!! just ate...but gotta go to anatomy lab soon...bleh! wednesdays are my long days. i was in histology class but there's no point in paying attention to that guy! haha...you got DSL!!?!?! niiiiiiiice. hehe

[ashleys9286]

sorry i just got back. Yeah and DSL is awesome!