so everyone grows and learns, right?
well im learning that i cant make everyone happy
no matter how hard  i try
even though i want you to be happy
lately ive been trying to make everyone happy
but were does that leave me
in my circle of friends we all have problems, weaknesses, or disorders
and i cant fix that
but im here when you need me
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finding chelsea...

is what i intend to do.

last night i got a five dollar tip and a piece of cookie cake at work.

today i woke up at 5.
took a shower and got ready.
then my dad and i went to baton rouge to get my car fixed.
dropped the car off.
rental car.
mall.
beignets at cafe du monde.
prom dresses.
lots-o-walking.
lunch at ralph and kacoo's.
yum.
car wasn't ready till 5 something.
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so life right now is basically

happy
confusing
crazy
calm
all around weird

and at this moment in time i'm ok with that
we shall see what tomorrow holds

Yesterday

barn to see em ride

nick came

em won

taco bell with em, mickey, and nick

em went to a doctor’s appointment

mickey went play with her new dog

raven’s house to pick up raven

amber dean’s house to leave a message on her driveway

antique store

nick, raven, and i chipped in to buy jonah a board that says “thank you jesus”

raven and nick’s house to ( Read more... )

hope you had a very merry christmas, kids


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so i think this is the plan...
ill give up on guys:
ill break up with garrett
ill give up on friends:
im not aloud to talk to/see my bestfriend aka phillip
my mom is no longer claiming me as a friend 
ill focus on school
ill work all the time:
all the money i make ill spend on books and movies
ill sit on the sofa and get fat
maybe then i wouldnt hurt anyone
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there is to much to say
but those who matter know

not talking to your best friend for a few days sucks.
just thought that you he should know.

Happy Thanksgiving, kids.
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