okay, so after prom...my sister's apartment...she asked me to seriously limit the number of people who are there...and when i talked to her on sunday, she told me to stop where i was...so if you talked to me before sunday, come find me and i'll give u directions and such. if u didn't, u can talk to me and i can see about what i can do...if there's ( Read more... )

why do i still care? i don't even know if i do. maybe i just pretend to because i have for so long.

damn. when did i get so stupid? ugg. don't ask, cuz i won't tell. but know that i'm stupid.

i hate this shit. i hate his lies and i hate everyone for believing them. he's too scared to tell anyone what actually happened...what's actually going on...everyone who talks to him believes him and now hates me. well, i hate to tell you that it's not true. he admitted it to me that he made it up. so get over it. by the way, it's not anyone else's ( Read more... )

i can't keep my eyes off of them. i dont know what's wrong with me, but i definitely cant focus...

this is my annoyed and frustrated face. observe.

and i was just worried about his birthday trip. too bad i still am.

this is pretty late because some of this happened a long time ago...but right now, im excited so here it goes...schools i've been accepted to:
bradley($8500)
slu (8000)
clarke (5000)
rockhurst (9500)

schools im still waiting to hear from: ithaca, missouri state, pittsburgh, chatham, case western reserve, coe, xavier

i love. you guys are amazing. amazing says i. thank u for being there. u know who you are. love.

though i doubt that many of you care, this made me very excited...so i must say it...tyi met my extended family...my moms side, aunts, uncles, grandparents, cousins...there's a lot of them...and i was so nervous and u know, they've made boys cry before....but i was so happy because it was so amazing! like everything went perfect, they loved him, he ( Read more... )