Fic: Deeper Meanings Part 11

[hypno_green]

 Title: Deeper Meanings
Pairing: Brittany / Santana
Rating: 18/M
Summary: Deeper meanings behind Santana.  Domestic violence exists in this fic.
Spoilers:  There's nothing in this chapter, unless you count the slushie that Rachel got in the pilot as a spoiler:P
A/N Firstly this is the chapter that has this story court up with where I've posted up to on

Comments

[mindconfession]

perfect as ever :) i had tears in my eyes when Santana was thinking of ending it. Brilliant :-) xx

[hypno_green]

I'm not sure how to reply to perfect but thanks, I think there are a ton of grammatical errors in it mind, but it's really lovely to hear you say that. :)

It was pretty sad and I'm glad that I'm not the only one who found it emotional, I had to stop writing her confession and go jump on my little sister and then talk to my mum to totally settle me to be able to finish it.

Thank you for your kind words. :)

[jacs1010]

This was emotional. Poor Santana.

The worst part is knowing some parents are like that & how screwed the world can be when a young person gets to the point where they think suicide is their only option left.

I'm glad Santana never went any further. So looking forward to the next chapter :)

[hypno_green]

Yeah it really sucks, I know someone who tried to kill themselves at 14 and it's kinda scary.

Last year in my college course we were doing a module on safeguarding children and young people and reading through some of the case studies it was really shocking to the core at some of the stuff that was happening that wasn't prevented even though social services and the police were involved some even have high involvement of the authorities but still ending in the death of a child. So that's depressing sorry.

I honestly toyed with the idea of having her had attempted it, but honestly I couldn't find a good enough reason for to have failed for it to be a workable idea. I also prefer this way because she got a close to doing it without actually attempting it as she could. I'll try and get the next chapter out before my birthday which is in 11 days so hopefully not too long.

Thanks for the comment. :)

[jacs1010]

I have worked with young people who have not been successful, instead have ended up brain damaged or bodies broken. Sometimes I think in a way it would have been kinded for them to have gone because the way they are now...it breaks your heart somedays. Especially when they plead with you to end their torment. It became to emotional for me & I had to ask to be transfer to a different ward.

On a brighter note Happy Birthday for the 15th :)

[startled_always]

*sniff* :(

Eep. How is this all going to end?

[hypno_green]

Okay then I'll just ruin the story line and tell you how it ends: - someone blows the school up killing them all instantly.

Yeah I'm kidding it doesn't end like that, I'm not going to tell you how it ends cos that'd just spoil the surprise, I will however say it might not be happy - I haven't fully made my mind up yet :P

[startled_always]

Eep, again!

I see you enjoy leaving us hanging, dangling, while you decide whether or not to open up a chasm beneath us!

Slightly evil, green friend. Slightly evil.

[hypno_green]

Oh yeah totally I love leaving people hanging... I think it's the fact that it's finally rained for the first time in a month and a half that's making me enjoy it more, it's England it's meant to rain more here :P

I know where I'm going with this, the middle bit is a little gooy and not fully formed yet, but the ending is pretty solid so I know what I'm working towards, I just haven't decided about adding an extra something on the end to make it happier or not so we'll all have to see on that one.

I've had a nickname with the word green in it since I was 13 it's bound to make me slightly evil ;)

[wkgreen]

right decision Santana! you have to leave that house.

Waiting for more. :)