I dont know why, but i just dont like being here. i just want to go away, will someone take me away? i wear this face as a mask, to cover my true emotions. i dont want to know that my life is miserable, i want it to be great, and i cant see the reality, when all i want is my life. i want my life to be the way i want it to be, why cant i be in ( Read more... )

Today Was a good day.... i stayed home in the day time.... but once it hit night time ... i went out. I went over to davids and BJ was having his birthday party, and he had beer and lost of it. So i pounded a few of those bad boys and the party began. It was me liam david melissa jesse randy erik alonzo and carla. we were all blazing and drinking ( Read more... )

Whats up all...thats funny I never thought about who reads this crap. Who does read this crap? I think im the only one that reads this shit. Anywho...today was a chill day. Went to school...Walked home...Watched Jerry Springer... Went to davids. It was kinda cool when I walked over there and I got to his driveway I heard a cat meowing...but I just ( Read more... )

Today was pretty chill. I came home and cleaned out my room....kinda...its better now then when it was. That took up most of my day. I didnt get to blaze or chill with david like usuall and hear funny ass stories and play video games or watch movies, even go on little missions. One thing I did do was hang out with claire. Its weird how we didnt ( Read more... )

Wow its been a while since i have written in this thing. This weekend was pretty fun... i dont remember much or what i did... but i know that it was fun. it would have been better if i hung out with claire.. but shit happens. Today was a crazy little journey. Me David and Melissa went on the metro to union station then took the red line to wilshire ( Read more... )

After school I walked home with Christine... and I proved my point to her that I wasnt going to talk to her. haha. After that I came home and was bored out of my mind cause David was gone... bastard went to Six Flags... I couldnt go, what a bummer. So instead I chose to hang out with Randy... not one of my first choices to hang out with someone but ( Read more... )

So shes fucking beautiful, gorgeous, all i can say is WOW. I want her... and she wants me, but theres a catch, shes 23 and Im 15. She wants to wait for a relationship till Im at least 18. Not to mention she wants me to quit drugs, but I cant imagine myself being sober. Pot evens me out, its the balance that makes me feel normal. Its just what I do ( Read more... )

After Gay ass school today, I chilled with Christine, that was fun... hope you like all the bite marks. Anyways, I went and go some new T-shirts cause im a fucking pimp like that and I need a Pimped Out Wardrobe. Then I went to Taco Bell and had the mother fucking 3 Taco Supreme Nugga. Came home and chilled with David Liam and Melissa. We went to ( Read more... )

School was gay like usual, thank god there is only two weeks left. After that I went over to carla's house and me David, Liam, Mellissa, and Carla chilled in her back yard for a few hours. Damn that was pretty fun, we had ourselves a few session back there. After that we borrowed a few DVD's but it didnt matter cause we didnt watch them anyways. So ( Read more... )

Damn what can I say about this weekend. Well first off let me start by saying im not grounded anymore... fuck yea bitches. That means im out and partying. So Saturday I went over to davids and of course Liam and David where there. To my surprise they are watching the Exorcist on Dvd. So that was some tripped out shit let me tell you. To this day ( Read more... )