It's been so long
I'm lack of update lately.. yeah i know -_- I'll try to update as much as i can.
Many many things happended in the last 2 months since i graduated. Well, I couldn't remember much now. I'll update about what happened later.
Today I dined out with Pank and Kik around Thong Lor along with Johnson, Wilfred, Wilfred's friend (which I forgot his name already), and Wilfred's new girl. We talked in 3 languages: Thai, English, and Chinese. We found it very amusing. How could we catch up all the stories I really wondered? Mixing all the languages like that :P
Pank is sick today.. but she said I'm her remedy.. ooh O.o
We had dinner all together.. had a good time.. but could be better if i wasnt sleepy like that z_Z.. Pank left early because she wasnt feeling well. Wilfred and his new girl (which I think is lower than his normal standard of girls) went to some place. They had a lil argument today.. and we friends needed to wait for them.. like Kik said.. its not good to keep everyone waiting like that... so I learn today that I wont have an argument with my bf when we have other people with.. (better we shouldn't have an argument at all, okay tirak? :P) .. Then the rest of us went to 'Bar 59' - the best place in the universe! .. We didn't do anything much.. just chillin', watching tv, laughing, and eating... sleeping also (I took a nap for a while ^^).. then I drove home.. with a happy mood but some questions in my mind.
I learn today that.. I am such a naive person.. People can be very deceiving.. even to their own 'friends'.. You will never know.. People who you call 'friends' can turn into 'enemies' in any second (of course, those arent your true friends).. My eyes are wide opened.. well wider then before... but I never know who's lying to me and who's not.. what's illusion and what's not.. who's my real friend and who's not.. anyway this doesnt bother me much.. I'd rather live my life as a naive, easy-to-be-fooled person.. than a smart but fake one. I'm happy like this.. if they fool me and they're happy, let them do. But I don't think you can live a happy life when you know that everything is just a fake and lie that you made up.. you will always live in fear.. in trouble.. in emptyness...
You've been knowing someone for so long.. over 10 years..
Would you ever think that the person will deceive you? No I dont..
Now it turns out that everything I perceived of her was just a lie.. The person you've trusted is merely a stranger.. a liar.. a magician..
Why a magician?... Coz we all know that the magician will pull the white lovely rabbit out of the hat.
We all know what's inside.. but the magician makes us think that there's nothing inside.. She puts on a fancy dress.. dances arounds.. and fools everyone.
People are like mirrors with indefinite sides.. they only show you the sides that they want you to see.. some show only the good sides.. some show the bad ones... some show you all the fake ones.. while some break that mirror and show you everything...
Who can you trust? Who will deceive you? Very confusing indeed..
Yes and I wont waste my time with these silly questions anymore..
What goes around, comes around.. that's what I believe.. and I'll just..
.. Let It Be ..
Another thing I learn also today..
Never take pics of yourself kissing with your love one.. many problems will follow
2 stories(problems) I heard today are caused from that reason and they get really in troubles.
So I'd like to make a suggestion here.. record a video instead hehe ;)
[x] MSN 7.0 is fun indeed ^_^
[x] My internet connection sucks again.. for 2 days already -_-
[x] I dont wanna go meet 'them' tmr
[x] I love you *.*
Many many things happended in the last 2 months since i graduated. Well, I couldn't remember much now. I'll update about what happened later.
Today I dined out with Pank and Kik around Thong Lor along with Johnson, Wilfred, Wilfred's friend (which I forgot his name already), and Wilfred's new girl. We talked in 3 languages: Thai, English, and Chinese. We found it very amusing. How could we catch up all the stories I really wondered? Mixing all the languages like that :P
Pank is sick today.. but she said I'm her remedy.. ooh O.o
We had dinner all together.. had a good time.. but could be better if i wasnt sleepy like that z_Z.. Pank left early because she wasnt feeling well. Wilfred and his new girl (which I think is lower than his normal standard of girls) went to some place. They had a lil argument today.. and we friends needed to wait for them.. like Kik said.. its not good to keep everyone waiting like that... so I learn today that I wont have an argument with my bf when we have other people with.. (better we shouldn't have an argument at all, okay tirak? :P) .. Then the rest of us went to 'Bar 59' - the best place in the universe! .. We didn't do anything much.. just chillin', watching tv, laughing, and eating... sleeping also (I took a nap for a while ^^).. then I drove home.. with a happy mood but some questions in my mind.
I learn today that.. I am such a naive person.. People can be very deceiving.. even to their own 'friends'.. You will never know.. People who you call 'friends' can turn into 'enemies' in any second (of course, those arent your true friends).. My eyes are wide opened.. well wider then before... but I never know who's lying to me and who's not.. what's illusion and what's not.. who's my real friend and who's not.. anyway this doesnt bother me much.. I'd rather live my life as a naive, easy-to-be-fooled person.. than a smart but fake one. I'm happy like this.. if they fool me and they're happy, let them do. But I don't think you can live a happy life when you know that everything is just a fake and lie that you made up.. you will always live in fear.. in trouble.. in emptyness...
You've been knowing someone for so long.. over 10 years..
Would you ever think that the person will deceive you? No I dont..
Now it turns out that everything I perceived of her was just a lie.. The person you've trusted is merely a stranger.. a liar.. a magician..
Why a magician?... Coz we all know that the magician will pull the white lovely rabbit out of the hat.
We all know what's inside.. but the magician makes us think that there's nothing inside.. She puts on a fancy dress.. dances arounds.. and fools everyone.
People are like mirrors with indefinite sides.. they only show you the sides that they want you to see.. some show only the good sides.. some show the bad ones... some show you all the fake ones.. while some break that mirror and show you everything...
Who can you trust? Who will deceive you? Very confusing indeed..
Yes and I wont waste my time with these silly questions anymore..
What goes around, comes around.. that's what I believe.. and I'll just..
.. Let It Be ..
Another thing I learn also today..
Never take pics of yourself kissing with your love one.. many problems will follow
2 stories(problems) I heard today are caused from that reason and they get really in troubles.
So I'd like to make a suggestion here.. record a video instead hehe ;)
[x] MSN 7.0 is fun indeed ^_^
[x] My internet connection sucks again.. for 2 days already -_-
[x] I dont wanna go meet 'them' tmr
[x] I love you *.*