October 30th 1998, the year I met him. It’s been eight years now since. My father had died a year earlier, but the pain was still so new to me, the mark so fresh. No one in my family had ever died before, much less someone so dear. The fact that I had been an asshole to him, even to the last day only made it more intolerable. But how was I ( Read more... )

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Some asshole named Troy Hake had a "thought" but didn't let it go, so he sent out a corporate newsletter from his company  OutsidePride.com asking it's customers to write cbs.com and complain about all the gay characters on TV.  
This is what he wrote:

This is not your typical newsletter from Outsidepride.com, Inc. In fact, this is the first one in ( Read more... )

Hmmmmm? This looks interesting.

http://www.aneros.com

I have always been certain ( Read more... )

Well, today was on ok day, I had lots of work, had to do this report for my fucking big fat ass rat boss, so it took me like all day to do it. My throat keeps hurting, it comes and goes, I've been fighting it with antibiotics and it gets better, then it comes back, must be some nasty fucking bug. I changed the oil on my truck, it was very over due ( Read more... )

Watching the History Channel right now, something about UFO'S and the "Gray's Agenda", rather entertaining. Well, the weekend was good, I spent Saturday with my babe, we went to eat Chinese, I love chinese food, could eat it every day. After that we were planing on catching a movie but the one we wanted to see was starting soon, so we opted to go ( Read more... )

I was watching some gymnastics thing on ESPN, and there are always all these girls doing their gymnastics with their tiny tight leotards running up their ass cracks and exposing half of their ass cheeks. Now, I wonder why, oh fucking god why don't the guys come out and do their stuff in tight little speedos or something alike? Someone fucking ( Read more... )

Dear journal, a lot has been going on since the last entry, my boy friend and I got invited to a party at the house of one of the couples we met at the El Paso Outings thingy, not Sal and Abel but another couple, Luis and Dillon, they are very nice too, they both live in El Paso but not yet together, dunno why. Anyways, it was Dillon's apartment, ( Read more... )

NAME: Alfredo, like the creamy Italian sauce. *wink ( Read more... )