I want Christmas to go away. Forever ( Read more... )

This was stolen from a newsgroup... Sort of how I feel right now, but put aside the nasty, crude comments about Jesus never existing. He was a pretty cool guy. I don't have my problems with him, I have my problems with some of his followers.

Christmas is over ( Read more... )

He still gets to me. Still.

I don’t want Christmas to happen. I don't want to have to put on a fake smile for gifts I don't like. I don't want to see that fake smile on someone else's face as they open the gift I got them. I don't want the awkwardness of "should I hug this person that I only see once a year at Christmas, but don't even talk to them on that day ( Read more... )

I talk to live journal on my walks home. I wish I had a notepad in my head.. maybe I should walk home with a notepad.. although it's difficult to watch traffic, walk, and write at once. I wonder if it's sort of sickening that I talk to all my live journal friends in my head on a daily basis, who generally don't read my entries anyway. Maybe it's ( Read more... )

LOTR2 WAS AWESOME.

Nothing more needed in this entry.

I felt pretty removed from the entire classroom today. I didn't do much in any of my classes, except a huge presentation in Spanish - which we totally bombed. I feel desensitized to it though, so it's Spanish. So it's a grade. So it's graduating early. So it's college. I mean, hell, after acceptance next year, it's over with. Right? I mean ( Read more... )

I talked to my parents, and it's a go. If I can find the money. There's too much excitement to sit down and explain it, but I'll try ( Read more... )

It's amazing how a book can make you question a lot of things about your life ( Read more... )

I'm trying to think of my friends, my real friends. I've come to the conclusion that I really think I'm lacking in that category ( Read more... )