I hate you. It's your birthday and I hated you more.

Things can go normal if they fall into place. Haha. But the normality is actually a poison. It gives you the impression that things are fine, that things are really normal. It will never be normal, Hyro. Believe that. Oh god I dunno what to feel, or what to think. Things were really normal. But I'm still having the difficulty of carrying a ( Read more... )

I miss you. But everyday feels like a goodbye.

I want to go home.

Being preoccupied with work kind of helps me to not think about you always. I even dedicated my wish sticks this past month for something 'more important'. But in the middle of the night, when sleep feels evasive, I couldn't help but think about the moments when things were a lot simpler, when days were a lot happier because you were there, and I ( Read more... )

Hahahaha it failed to post. How sad and convenient is that. The world is telling me to shut the fuck up.

I was in one of my regular "depressed movie night" nights (I watch movies alone when I'm sad" and I was thinking about how we used to watch movies together (but of course it's me asking you out first - you never actually asked me out). I was thinking of texting you to ask you out (yet again) but my gut told me not to (and so I didn't). But like ( Read more... )

It may change, like many thoughts in my head. But tonight felt like a dead end. Good thing is I dont feel bad like how it felt before. Maybe I'm coming into my senses. Or maybe this is you saying that it's like that in the first place. Things are clearer, you are clearer this time.

And so I wrote my moving-on sonnet (you will not find it here). ( Read more... )

Yesterday morning, I decided to start a game. For a week, I will not initiate any conversation with you. I will not say hello, I will not make eye contact, I will not say goodbye ( Read more... )

Two posts in a row ( Read more... )