Title: only and more.
Author: A secret admirer.
pairings: Eunmin.
Genre: Friendship.
Rating: G.
Disclaimer: they don't belong to me.
A/N: I wrote this out in crazy moments so... it's crazy too lol
SungMin loves HyukJae.
Everybody may know about that, yet they don’t care much. Usually they would forget and just focus on “EunHae” things, because it’s formed in their mind “EunHae is real” and “HyukJae belongs to DongHae” for a long time.
But that’s not the problem.
Sometimes HyukJae would cling onto JunSu, smiles his gummy smile to the other as if he’s the happiest person on earth. Sometimes he spends his whole day hang out with DongHae, playing games, hugging each other for their amazing friendship and do lots of stuffs called “fanservice”. Sometimes he spends hours talking to LeeTeuk, his hyung would shares with him many experiences about jobs or life. And sometimes, he may forget about a person’s existence.
SungMin remembers HyukJae is the person he’s fallen in love with, and he tells himself that everytime he is stranded in jumble as HyukJae walks off and go with DongHae, sneak out to meet JunSu, joking around with LeeTeuk and ShinDong, playing fool with KyuHyun, recite Mandarin words to make Henry satisfied…
HyukJae is that kind of person, SungMin has never been “the first” for the other.
He doesn’t mind though, at least he knows the latter still needs him.
That’s enough.
Sometimes HyukJae would crawl into his side, cry onto his shoulder, or clutchs at him. Whenever he has problems, he feels lonely or just having insomnia, SungMin would be there for him, comfort him, listen to all his problems, sing with him, lull him with some bed time stories or his favoutire songs, makes him feel calm, safe and peaceful again.
SungMin would do anything to make him feel better.
He’s still the one telling HyukJae to be brave and patient in the long-time training; he’s still the one that wiping his tears after fights with JunSu; still be the one for the other to come with his troubles; the one he tells his secrets and wishes.
HyukJae knows how “important” SungMin to him.
He maybe too insensitive to care more about the latter but not fool enough to let him away from himself.
He knows he need SungMin, and he knows SungMin will never leaves his side.
Sometime SungMin wonders about him, about HyukJae, about them.
Sometime he wonders why he keeps being stuck with the other.
Sometime he wonders why he understands the other more than himself.
Sometime he wonders why he bothers so much.
Sometime he wonders if it worths.
And sometime it hurts.
But there are something more than a spark, more than one thing that make SungMin more “special” than anyone else, yet noone seems to notice it.
Junsu is not the one HyukJae shares some secret glances and touchs. LeeTeuk is not the one HyukJae shares kisses (even moans and gaps). DongHae’s bed is not the place HyukJae reaches for at night. It’ve been him and him all along.
SungMin loves HyukJae, he really does.
He knows HyukJae does too.
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And there’s nothing wrong for chosing this path.
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A/N.N: okay let me clear something up here. this amazing drabble wasn't written by me.
But I do have the permission to post it tho.
and because it seems so real than fiction to me, it's my
favorite drabble.A/N.N.N Thank you for writing this. (f)