im numb right now.
losing chris will destroy me.
being away from him hurts like hell.
being without him will be hell.

i feel nothing.
when did i become the enemy?
all i ever fucking wanted was to be near him.

i guess we're both just too damaged to do this.
all i had to believe in was us.
i have nothing.

"At the time of the winter solstice, let reason prevail. There are no gods, no devils, no angels, no heaven or hell. There is only our natural world. Religion is just myth and superstition that hardens hearts and enslaves minds ( Read more... )

i now know what it feels like to have a gun in your back.
-$160, 2 ipods, and a ton of personal affects.
shauna, savannah, and i could have very easily died last night.
to whomever thinks its cool to rob 3 defenseless girls on meigs st at GUNPOINT,
fuck yourself
i can't wait for this year to be over.
my luck really couldn't be any worse.

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i am thankful for my friends, irl and on the interwebs ( Read more... )

i got arrested last night ( Read more... )

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