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READ THIS FIRST BEFORE READING THIS ENTRY PLEASE
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So I am going to be stuck and stranded pretty much at my friend Jaymie's house for at least 2 days maybe even three she is trying to detoxify the drugs out of my system with herbal teas and will help me get herbal teas to helps instead take that will help.
She thinks i was perfectly find maybe a little high-strung before that the meds were making more like a Zombie... i was BELLA!... okay out of the twilight moment I had there. Even a guy whom of which I am seeing said I am not the same the wants me like I was before that I do seem very medicated.
So Jamie got home around 9pm and looked at me and was you still have the hives and i looked down and was whoa dude I do. I have had hives ALL DAY LONG and was soo drugged didn't know it I am still feeling a little druggy and will, hell that shit stays in your system for days. But she said she had noticed it on more than one occasion and I never really noticed it except when I get angry.
But I do want to thank those that have donated and helped out even the little they did I am not naming names because I am not calling them out or singling out them saying that they are better than all you who actually read this because they aren't. That post will be up and stay up it is unprotected as is this one... if you want to direct any friends you think that might want to suggest anything feel free.
BTW I have decided not to go to the hospital after talking to a few people because I don't want to be committed and again be put on more meds that could kill me I am done with meds. I am so far from done because all they have done is hurt me. I am going to talk with my friend Jaymie and she is going to help me through a lot of the stuff she is good at helping me through things and has before.
Screw seeing psychotherapists or psychologists or any quack that doesn't give a damn about me and what is going on and just wants to make money off me. I am not fucking crazy they are making me crazy with all the mother fucking meds they put my ass on.
I am still not going to be going to work for who know how long lets just hope it is just a week... because two weeks is bad enough. I make 11.50 an hour and i work a full 40 hours a week. I know I will have to work overtime when I get back.
-dies-
READ THIS FIRST BEFORE READING THIS ENTRY PLEASE
.
.
.
.
.
So I am going to be stuck and stranded pretty much at my friend Jaymie's house for at least 2 days maybe even three she is trying to detoxify the drugs out of my system with herbal teas and will help me get herbal teas to helps instead take that will help.
She thinks i was perfectly find maybe a little high-strung before that the meds were making more like a Zombie... i was BELLA!... okay out of the twilight moment I had there. Even a guy whom of which I am seeing said I am not the same the wants me like I was before that I do seem very medicated.
So Jamie got home around 9pm and looked at me and was you still have the hives and i looked down and was whoa dude I do. I have had hives ALL DAY LONG and was soo drugged didn't know it I am still feeling a little druggy and will, hell that shit stays in your system for days. But she said she had noticed it on more than one occasion and I never really noticed it except when I get angry.
But I do want to thank those that have donated and helped out even the little they did I am not naming names because I am not calling them out or singling out them saying that they are better than all you who actually read this because they aren't. That post will be up and stay up it is unprotected as is this one... if you want to direct any friends you think that might want to suggest anything feel free.
BTW I have decided not to go to the hospital after talking to a few people because I don't want to be committed and again be put on more meds that could kill me I am done with meds. I am so far from done because all they have done is hurt me. I am going to talk with my friend Jaymie and she is going to help me through a lot of the stuff she is good at helping me through things and has before.
Screw seeing psychotherapists or psychologists or any quack that doesn't give a damn about me and what is going on and just wants to make money off me. I am not fucking crazy they are making me crazy with all the mother fucking meds they put my ass on.
I am still not going to be going to work for who know how long lets just hope it is just a week... because two weeks is bad enough. I make 11.50 an hour and i work a full 40 hours a week. I know I will have to work overtime when I get back.
-dies-