Tonight I decided I have way too much shit on my plate to want dessert. I’m sad I don’t think anyone truly understands what it means for me to be sad. I try to be this pinnacle of strength and to be reliable but maybe that is impossible. Something I did before must have brought this on; I must of hurt someone in past life to feel this way, well ( Read more... )

I drank way to much last night.

I'm in a funk of the heart tonight. Not to be emo, I just am. I promise to make this summer the best one yet. I plan on hanging out with the most fun people. This includes:

Cindy(always cheering me up in our giggling ways)
Rizzo(I love her like this <3 not like this -0 ( Read more... )

Looking for a job is panning out. 3 interviews in the new 2 days. I'm not longer an asshole. I'm pretty fucking nice thank you very much. Also I have the most amazing friends ever. Aspirations of the highest degree.

I'm an asshole.

Lately I have not been myself and granted the question of "How am I not myself?" arises ( Read more... )

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I have been in a state of literary hibernation until as of late. This isn't about depression, repression or confession. I find myself to busy for the people that don't matter as much as friends, to busy for other peoples self loathing and defense mechanisms ( Read more... )

Hayley and I hung out with Melissa at Downtown Disney. We had fun they like each other. Melissa leaves tomorrow. I hope she comes back to visit. I hope they all come to visit ( Read more... )

Oh and new super awesome faggy short hair cut on my head. Harry Potter tonight. Life is looking up.