i've been doing a lot of thinking lately, and i just want to be by myself. i don't think i want any "boy figure" in my life right now; i'm going to take this time to get myself on track, and figure out some things ( Read more... )

mmm i think i left off on saturday.... yeah i had work, christina came a visted me for awhile, then i went to bri's with some girls. that was fun. sunday i had work, today i had school, and i stayed after for a project. i need to go relax

it's funny that yesterday i wrote about how i'm losing any sort of relationship i've formed with some people, and than two hours later, i was reassured i was losing them. well anyways, i decided to go out last night for a change, it was nice.. i'm still blah but i think i'm just going to do everything in my power to get past it, or to not let it ( Read more... )

i don't know what's going on right now, i haven't been myself, in a week or so. i used to be happier, more talkative and whatnot. i seem to be losing anykind of relationship i've ever formed with anyone. i just want my personality back. i've just been crying every second of the day basically, and if not, i'm holding it back. this really does suck.

i'm going to start updating again, and i'm back to this journal, i wasn't feeling the other one. anyways, life's allright. today i have to stay after and make up quizzes, not so fun. well, only 12 more minutes of the day, thankgodddd.

got like three hours asleep, and had picture day, i was cranky and irritable, and i have been, sorrry. cheerleading was okay. christina has penuomia and sharif is suspended, talk about a sucky day ( Read more... )

this weekend was fun. friday i had a home game, sharif got suspended :[ but he asked me out that day :] <333333 then i got into a fight with father he's been so mean lately, i'm doing everything perfect and getting screamed at but last year i did everything wrong and barely got yelled at, funny huh ( Read more... )

guess who just left my house... CHRISTINA. so i had a fun summer i'd say. it's like i switched into a different person at the end of august, i like it. summer was filled with fun and drama, mostly fun though, it went by so fast. i'm not ready for school, but in a way i am. so since i 'fucked up' last year my parents are basically holding it against ( Read more... )

life's been goood
i'm at christina's now, i basically live here
everynights been the same, fun night.
she's making fun of me
i hate her
no
i don't
shes's a nut.
peace.

Yesterday I went shopppppping and got lots of clothes :]. and then I had cheerleading. Christina came over after she was done working, and we planned out the weekend, our last weeekend before schoool. I still need to do all of that reading stuff, great. Anyways, life's been good, really goood :]

<3loveeeeeee.