somtimes i feel as if im never going to be good enough for you.

whenever we are together..i can't get this one picture out of my mind of you with her.

i feel like everday is a competition with her.

and each day i have to try even harder to make sure you're mine..

i wish i could feel as if im the only girl for you. :/

i just wish things were

I wish i could say things were getting better ( Read more... )

Tonight was a start of good.
Im hoping tomorrow night will be even better.
hes taking me out..
but i don't know where.

I reallly do like him a whole bunch.
and i reallly hope that our relationship can last.
i don't care what all the rumors are saying.
he made a mistake..but we can get through it.
today proved that to me. :]

sooo it's almost been 3 months with this kid.
he is incrediblee! :]
andddd basically im happppy! :]

-edit-
soo i take back what i said.
i thought i was happy
i was WAYYY wrong
don't worry.
we are still together..
:/

I hate the fact that as the years go by the people that you can trust gets smaller and smaller ( Read more... )

Im happy.

:)

I don't really care what people say.
I mean I know what is right and what is wrong.

but right now..all that matters is that im happy.

ohh and guessss whoss birthday is in 19 dayss.

:)

I WANT A BOY!

Right now.

NOwwww.

besides that.

work is pretty cool//i guess.

blehh.

school is COMING/yuck.

why are boys so lamee?

can anyone answer that?

boooop. ba. boop.

goodnight.

Why do guys have to be such dicks sometimes ( Read more... )

Hooray.
I went a got an application today for a JOB!
That is a start.

haha.

<3Mary

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