I feel like I lack a certain eloquence that so many other people have. How can other people form their thoughts so well? Or at least feign control over their own words. I can't believe so much time has passed and I have yet to get any closer to where I wanted to be. I don't know what I'm doing with my time anymore. Things used to seem more ( Read more... )

the marching band took 2nd in state out of those bands with 99 people or fewer!!
cool! i didn't think we did that well. 
i'd say that's pretty freaking awesome!!!

we're marching in the starlight parade tonight.

people should come watch.
yay band!!

my phone just died...it is no more...absolutely gone
this is such a pain in the ass
if anyone has given me their number within the past several months then i probably don't have it anymore
those of you who feel like hearing from me again...please give me your number
if not, then may you live a good life...haha

i keep freaking out over little things
stupid things...
and yah, other not so stupid things...
but i've spent more time in the past couple weeks being upset for various reasons than is really necessary and it really pisses me off. i seriously need to figure out how to cool myself down and not get upset every time things don't go how i want them to or ( Read more... )

damn it ( Read more... )

ap art concentrations are DONE!
hell yes!!!!

last tennis match of the season was today...bizarre.

last SQ3R tonight.

last ap euro seminar next class.

SENIOR PROM this saturday!
(at the crystal ballroom!!!)

ap art test on monday...might be a pain in the ass...but oh god what a relief!

tennis districts next week! sa-weet!!

CRAZY! CRAZY!

the worst is when your eyes sting from too many tears

i'm tired of getting my hopes up.

this must be the beginning of the end

this was supposed to be the worst and most stressul, hectic week of my life, but somehow i'm actually enjoying myself. this is good. i think this is growth....meh. in any case i'm hoping this trend continues through the next month. freedom is oh so near!!!