*shakes away the tears* damn damn damn damn damn damn GAH! What is wrong with me?! what?! Lord Anyone please tell me why?! WHY CAN'T I DO ANYTHING RIGHT?! WHY IS IT I CAN'T LIKE MYSELF?! WHY MUST EVERYONE WORRY ABOUT ME?! I DON'T DESERVE IT! ARGH!!!!!!

It's late and almost time For Full Metal Alchemist so I'll make this quick because it's the weekend no thoughts today oh don't you all feel so terrible? DEAL WITH IT!!! Anyway... Today was one of those days hanging with friends on the net ect. oh ntm the shoveling of the snow. It was a quiet boring day... one of those days you wish you had a lo... ( Read more... )

Well this day wasn't too special though it's really really late I've finally got a New Years Resoultion ( Read more... )

Well Whee... I guess That's All I can say. Life has become interesting and stuff... yadda yadda ect. ect. Boy I'm really good at this aren't I... oh well guess I should like reflect and tell of what's going on in my mind ( Read more... )

Well I'm feeling better now jsut annoyed at Jimmy's stupidity and I'm not going to let him out... ask and you'll get sauaged...

*sighs* The preacher got me today... hit me right in the core... brought back those memories again those horrid horrid memories... damn it all I wish I could jsut cry but I must continune to be strong... How a wretch like me was saved I'll never know Lord Thank you...

well welcome to all ye who are reading this... don't know where it came from and I know I haven't been drinking... but oh well My name is A.J. it's nice to meet you all through the typed world. So anyhoo... I guess I should go into my inner crap shouldn't I ( Read more... )