so obviosly there was no picknace yesterday, cuz all of my friends are LOOZERS
gah i'm so fucking blah today. dont want to do anything. have bandpractice in a half hour and i dont fucking feel like it.

GAH I WANT A HOLE TO CURL UP IN

so i have been craving a picknick like woah. WHO'S IN! thinking maybe Saterday afternoon, it'd prolly be potluck and byob. how fun would that be! man... i havent had a real picknic in years... come on people it'll be fun! fun like woah!

in other news... holy fucking shit

Stupid sleeping pills of anoying... stupid me thinking they would let me sleep... stupid stupid medicated hangover... PERSCRIPTIONS LIE! THEY DO NOTHING! BUT MAKE ME GO GUUUUUUUH ( Read more... )

oh man... i am cranky today. however there is one thing that will bring a ray of sunshine into my life.

Manamana

hrm... what a day. woke up like, 3 hours later than i intended on doing. farted around the house and then we brout Nietzsche to the park so he could do some basking. oh he was so happy and warm. lol, i'm so rediculous with him... gave him a cocoa butter rubdown before we went so his skin wouldnt get dried out. blah, i spoil that snake i swear ( Read more... )

lol, i love the redneck Jesus pushers on the commons... the best response they have to a pro-Satan comment is "SATAN IS A LOOSER!" makes me giggle inside.

that is all.

Vodka tonight.

oh man, i'm all sorts of non functioning for the past two days. this sucks ass, i need to get my head together. still havent gotten a check from DSS, rent is due in 2 days, somehow got to come up with 400 bucks. fucking hell. i'm so sick of not having any money, and the bills are all fucking due. hard to get better when by doing what you need ( Read more... )

the cerial commands me to do it. I CANT HELP IT!
I MUST OBEY THE CHERIO'S!!!


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so dinner with my parents went relativioly well. actualy it went pritty much as i expected. my mother deny'd it happoning, and my father turned to Nil's and said "WHO THE HELL ARE YOU AND WHY DO YOU WANT TO MARRY MY DAUGHTER" about 5 times, but in the end there were congradulations and lots of well wishes, so that was realy nice. called my ( Read more... )