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So... that being single thing didn't last long. I realized after comparing every girl I met to olivia, and having every situation i was in remind me of her or make me think how much better it would be with her... that i really do love her with all my heart. We are meant to be together, and I let other things interfere with my perception of that, ( Read more... )

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i quit.

I'm done with everything.... it's just not worth it anymore.

I feel like shit about everything. I don't feel like i'm worth anything anymore. Actually, I'm fairly sure I'm worthless.

So... I know what I want... but damnit, why can't I convince myself it's right ( Read more... )

I seem to be confused quite a bit recently... I go from one day saying "fuck relationships" to the next wanting one more than anything... I just don't know what the hell I want. Maybe i'll figure it out eventually ( Read more... )

How to make a i_am_dj_pooka
Ingredients:

3 parts jealousy

3 parts brilliance

1 part joy
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little wisdom if desired!

yep.... thats me all right. except i think they added too much joy.

Why can't she just let an amusing, and entirely fucking innocent, comment go without being a fucking BITCH?  Is she truly trying to piss me off? Because if she is... it's working.  Besides the fact that now my camping plans for Blueshift are fucked, I have to deal with her talking shit about me ( Read more... )

So there are these two girls in my life now who are both really really awesome. Thats the problem... they both rock. I am not looking for a relationship right now, i'm mainly just looking for companionship... friendship... i don't know. I think I need to force myself to stay out of a relationship right now, and just keep myself single. The only ( Read more... )