im happy but sad at the same time...

Sep 21, 2004 10:36


dont mind my soppyness



ok so this week has oficially sucked and its only tuesday morning i just feel like curling up and never coming out of my hole.

I havnt slept in i cant even remember.. i rely on red bull to keep me up. im failing biology i have a 59.11 and its only mid tri. i have to take 9 pills in the morning just so i can function normally and not be depressed. i keep loosing weight even when im not trying... and its pissing me off because now none of my clothes fit. I am treated like a little baby with my parents because i want to go to semester abroad in australia next year and my brother wud be leaving the same year as me.

The only good thing that i have going for me is that... i have good grades for the exception of biology, there really is no fighting in my house anymore, my friends make me want to go to school in the morning, i talked to sam last night for almost 2 hours and i might go see her in november, im going to see lizzie in a few weeks, im guna see forrest in a few months, and im going to san diego next summer for 5 weeks and im counting down the days. Im getting TONS of community service for being the volleyball lines person, symphonettes, the spin-a-thon for Ricky, and for this weekend at the walk. Im going to have more then i need. I dont have any enemies in school.

Im so happy that nati and i got so close over the summer. Shes an awesome friend, we have no classes together but whatever. jackie and allie are like my 2 best friends at school this year. Allie is my drinking buddy, we have way too much fun with smoothies and jello. Sofi is my gossip buddy :). Romi is my study hall buddy... we have way too much fun on wouldyouhitthis.com. Amanda and erika hmm well we have a lot of fun in ceramics lol. Michelle and i are close this year.. we talk on 1st class again.. oh boy many emails. Zoe is like my little sister shes awesome shes the sexiest jew ever.. oh yes and michelle you are the sexiest person ever :) Andrew and i have grown closer. Hes deffinatly like my brother, and im happy we have grown up together and just become closer. Luciano and i have gotten really close on the bus and we actually have classes together. We sleep in the back row every morning on the bus and yell at the little 6th  graders to turn on the air. Ana and i are close and thats cool cuz ive known her since b4 7th and we were never really friends until we had civics together last year. Livi and i whoa.. weve had our differences in the past but shes a really good friend and im happy we are cool again. Lisi and i whoa...well lets just say i take signs for her? lol we have fun in miss B's class even tho we hate her BLEH!! Michael and i got real close real quick. hes my canes game buddy...english rules. lol im getting all sappy and i can go on for a while.. but i think ill stop.

Im in history... i should be paying attention... this is like the 1st real posting ive done in a while... and i dno .. i dont really like it lol

im out.. later
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