Pasta Roni and sweet red wine for a makeshift dinner tonight. It's certainly not fancy, it's all we have in the house, but it works. Austin this weekend where a basket of Big Top goodies are waiting and mutual mani/pedi's are promised. Brunch and lunch and dinner; the river and perfect 75 degree weather. It's been quite a week. I've been missing my ( Read more... )

These things change so quickly but tell me how I'm supposed to re-adjust my sleeping habits now?

I very much like where all this is going.

I spent five hours in the ER last night, getting multiple vials of blood drawn and Q-tips shoved down the back of my nose. Two and a half hours in to it, the nurse brings me a SARS mask so that I don't infect the whole waiting room. A little while after that I get my own bed, paper gown and two inch long IV needle stuck all up in the crook of my ( Read more... )

I'm sick. I think I'm hungry but I can't be sure because I'm so sick. This is not my idea of a good time. Is it possible to blow your nose enough times that you die? I don't know but I had to be carried to my bed last night. That was a first in God knows how long. I think I want to go get some Krispy Kreme donut holes but I'm not so sure that ( Read more... )

I'm genuinely sick of peoples' insecurities and an endless run around of the blame game. I'm sick of trusting people and letting my guard down to have these things thrown back in my face maliciously and without reason. I'm very frustrated that it feels like my circle of friends is growing smaller but I keep telling myself I'll be better off this ( Read more... )

I want you to know that I'm working on a few things, keeping my days filled to the brim with betterment and silliness. It's starting to sink in; I'm starting to get swept up again. I feel a fresh wind far past the pages of a ferociously scribbled journal and awkward attempts at meditation. I'm sure it sounds a bit much (this wouldn't be the first ( Read more... )

I got the job at Metropark. A whole world of weight has been lifted off my shoulders and I can almost breathe normally again. I say almost because something has turned my whole world upside down and I'm certain I'll never be the same. If only you knew ( Read more... )

I am so excited about today's weather I could fill buckets with rainbows and bad jokes. There are some soundtracks that match 75 degrees perfectly, like "Highly Refined Pirates" on airplanes over California mountain ranges. Every sunny day reminds me of LA, and for some reason this only makes it ten times better than what it would be normally. ( Read more... )

Tonight we talked so much that I think I'm talked out. Literally. I hope you realize that we've had nothing but non-stop real life conversation since I came home at six. That's pretty ridiculous. I didn't think two people could analyze (or DISCOVER) that much in one night ( Read more... )